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alright.... i want to go to cushing, and i know you will all say you cant live with out me or that i cant leave or whatever..... because that's what kirsten is saying in my ear at the moment....... but.... this is really the only thing i really want for me.... like really for me.... not art because i think i need to be good at something.... or because i'm after some guy.... or even because kris is there..... i want this because i really want it...... i want that life, and that card into college, and those friends, and that help with school, and the dorm, and the food, and the schedule, and even the sports..... i want them so badly.... like..... i cant even.... describe to you.....