For now, let her wounds heal.
Title : For now, let her wounds heal.
Type : Oneshot
Pairing : Siwon/OC & Leeteuk/OC (mention of Hangeng and Siwon)
Rating : R
Notes : If you don't like people getting abuse, don't read this oneshot.
Summary : Leeteuk is scared. He wants to do everything he can for her but knowing someone else that's stronger then him has her in his trap, he can't do anything but watch.
The music was loud. The screaming fans dying for they're boys to come out and sing to them. The kpop world was different then anything you could ever imagine. Fanservice, anti-fans and most of all, crazy fangirls as well. They finally came out, wearing they're best black tux they could buy. All just to please them. The ELFs. They walk up to the center of the stage and waited for the start.
"Sorry, Sorry, Sorry....."
The crowd was screaming. One of they're best hits since Don't Don. As expected, Heechul and Hangeng walk up, so close that the first seaters could see the sweat coming from the side of they're faces. They look at each other, more fanservice and more fans will be writing about these two, HanChul was a crowd pleaser. The Korean boy band, Super Junior, were the kings of the kpop world. From Kyuhyun's husky voice to Hyukjae's sexy dance. If it wasn't for the security guards, they wouldn't be standing where they are now, probably lock up in some fans' closet doing god knows what.
The music suddenly stop as a small group of girls came out from the back stage and walking up to the boys while "Super Girl" from Super Junior M, one of they're sub. group, came into play. Siwon, Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Hangeng, Donghae, Zhou Mi and Henry walk on the other side of the stage ready to performe the song while the rest each took a beautiful girl and were getting ready for another show.
Now the fans were screaming. Not only were they cheering for another peek at Siwon sexy and amazing abs, but his girlfriend Jimin was getting his attention. The girl was pretty, and Siwon had a reason to be jealous if a guy went and talk to her. But tonight was different, she was dancing with him. Leeteuk. She was friends with the leader for a very long time, dispite her being younger then him. On normal occasion, Siwon wouldn't get mad by a simple friend, but this "friends" had a certain crush on her and he knew even if she wasn't on the market, Leeteuk still had a secret crush on her and he was sure it wouldn't go away so easily.
Siwon watch as their hips move into sync while Leeteuk's face was to close to hers. He felt his rage build up inside. Deep down it was for fun but Siwon knew it was more. The song almost came to an end and what happen, wasn't expected. Siwon watch as Leeteuk turn JiMin around and kissing her cheek. It was a pure innocent kiss, but it was that little action that set Siwon off. This cause him to drop his mic. and leaving the stage.
On the other hand, Jimin wasn't pleased. Sure having a little fun with Teukie was great but infront out of all the people, Siwon and also thousand fans who are greet with twisting rumors and forming crazy stories. Her tears were now visible for everyone to see.
"H-How could you?!" she said.
Leeteuk couldn't dare answer. He look away while she left, he could hear her, over all those crying fangirls, he could hear her walk away. The crowd went silent after a while and he could hear them whispering.
"Did you see that?"
"This will be one of the major topics on SuJu world!"
They didn't know. Not only was his heart crush, but someone else would be physically crush tonight.
"Open this god damn door!" They heard from the other side of the door.
She knew what was coming for her. Sungmin had aloud her to stay in his dressing room and even is bedroom. Everything to keep her away from him. They heard the banging on the door and that's when Jimin crawl over to Sungmin and he hug her.
"Don't let him in Oppa." she said, her voice was breaking. She was crying.
"I won't let him."
He held on to her as they kept hearing Siwon screaming. Sungmin knew what would happen. It always end the same. Siwon would find a way to break down the door, scream at Sungmin for keeping Jimin away from her and then he would take her away. Jimin never yelled at Sungmin for the lack of protection, she knew the boy did everything he did to keep her safe, for the mean time. There was an awkward pause. Jimin look up and she felt Sungmin's hands gripping her even more. This never happen before.
"He can't be go-"
She didn't have time to finish, the door slammed open and Siwon came running in the room trying to get her. Sungmin tried his best to keep him away from her by pushing Siwon away when he got to close, but it was all useless. Siwon snake his arm around Sungmin and took Jimin's arm. Sungmin didn't have time to turn around and take her back, they were already out. When Kyuhyun walk past Sungmin's dressing room and saw him laying on the floor with the room a complete mess, he ran in and hug the crying man. He ask him what happen but Sungmin shook his head and repeated the same words. I couldn't save her.
It was late at night and Leeteuk sat on his bed, thinking about what he did. Jimin, his precious Jimin would get hurt all because of him. He felt stupid, letting his feelings get the best of him. Why! Why? He gasp when the front door open and he heard Siwon yelling. He couldn't understand what he was saying but he thought he heard his name. Leeteuk crawled under his blankets, wrapping them around his shaking body. He shouldn't let Siwon hurt her, but he wasn't as strong. Maybe that's why you won't leave him... he said to himself. He's to strong for you and I'm to weak, I couldn't protect you even if I tried.
He knew Siwon had some anger issues, Hangeng told him about how rough he was and how jealous he can get. He should of warn Jimin what she was getting herself into. He knew it wasn't the right way to think, but if Siwon was still with Hangeng, he would get his chance and get Jimin before anything would of happen.
He remember the first time Siwon beat her, Siwon got drunk because Jimin hugged Hyukjae on his 26th birthday and the next day they found out she was in the hospital because she "fell" down the stairs. There was no way with all those hand marks on her arms and those bruises on her face were cause because she fell down the stairs. Ever since then, Hyukjae stay away from her nor touches her. He's scar for life. Leeteuk bets Jimin will ask Ryeowook and Sungmin to go to the mall, because she "needs" more makeup.
You always do that when he beats you up.... They tell me everything.
The apartment was silent now. He heard a door open and then the front door close. Leeteuk was scared. Should he get up? What should he do? For the first time, he got out of bed and walk to his door. He usually wasn't like this, but this time the reason she got hurt was because of him. Checking up on her and asking for forgiveness was the only thing he could do. He open his door and turn to they're room when he saw the bathroom light was on. Leeteuk was the only one in the house with whoever was in there, most likely Jimin or Siwon.
Don't they have they're own bathroom?
He slowly close his bedroom door, making sure nothing was out of the ordinary if that person came back in. Face to face with the door, he couldn't build up the courage to open it. What if Siwon was the one there? Or what happens if she's trying to-
"Jungsu?"
That voice. Her soft, fragile voice. The door was now open and he was looking into her eyes. Her face... That face he wish to hold and keep it safe, was now broken. Her beautiful plump cherie lips were red and swollen, her perfect little nose was now bloody and her eyes were bloodshot from the tears she shed. She look up at me, and for the first time he saw something he wish he could unsee. She was scared of... Scared of him.
"Jimin... How could-"
She look down. Jimin never thought he would catch on. She wanted Siwon's beatings were secret only Ryeowook and Sungmin would know. What would he think of her now? She want to close the door and make him leave, but something soft and warm were cupping her cheeks. She never though a man's touch would be so gently, so soft, so... So.. Comforting. She close her eyes taking in this moment. She missed him. Leeteuk gently move forword, he wouldn't want her to be scared. He had to be gentle. With one of his hands now free, he wrap his arms around her waist, without moving the other which she still held so close to her. He waited a couple of minutes. He wasn't going to push his luck. Leeteuk try to remember the last time he held her so close, but the memory had already fade away long ago.
"Jungsu..." her voice sent chills down his spine, his name so foreign from her lips.
"Yes Jimin?"
She was about to say something, but her eyes shot open as she back up. She was now back to reality.
"He'll be back... You have to go back in your room." she was pushing him away. She's never done this to him. "Forget what you saw tonight. Sungmin, Ryeowook and I will-"
"Go to the mall and buy some cover up. Stop shitting around everyone knows what's going on!"
Jimin back away more, the action she was so use too. Thoughts of Siwon getting angry like this always leads to hitting. Closing her eyes, she waited for that hit. Leeteuk watch her, his heart was breaking into a million more pieces. How could she think he would hit her. Insteed, Leeteuk wrap his arms around her and close the door behind him. Her eyes were open as she look up at him. Leeteuk pick the girl up and sat her down on the close toilet seat. While she sat there confuse, Leeteuk open the valve to the faucet and bent down and took the medical kit from under the counter.
"You remember when we first debuted... How you kept yourself in the shadow and one day I force you to join me at this random fan meeting." he took some gauze out, deeping it in the water.
"Yeah, that's how I met my two awesome friends, Wookie and Minnie."
"To be honnest, I was always jealous. They kept hanging out with you and I was stuck with 11 other guys. Do you know how annoying and gay we were all started to get." he stop doing what he was doing and then look at her. "But knowing a week after, you were back in my arms and I was the happiest man alive."
Jimin blush, she wasn't use to compliments anymore.
"I was happy too."
They both laugh while Leeteuk took the gauze and gently place it on her bruise eye. She let out a yelp. It took her a couple of minutes before her body was calm and she held onto his hand that was resting on her leg. He look into her eyes and he felt his own tears coming out. Getting up, and letting the medical kit fall to the floor, he wanted to leave the bathroom. He wasn't use to seeing a love one hurt, physically and mentally like this. It killed him. But somehow Jimin ran up to him and wrap her arms around his waist, her head against his back and he could hear her crying.
"Please don't go Jungsu... I've missed you so much, I can't stand it anymore... I wanted you not Siwon!"
Leeteuk had to take a few minutes to regester what she said. She wanted him? She really want him! Leeteuk slowly turn around, he held her shoulders so she wouldn't move. She stood there crying, not looking at him. They could finally share they're pain, they're tears, they're everything.
"I love you."
She was taking back from the words.
"W-What?"
Leeteuk didn't have the courage to say what he said again. He look at those red lips and let his feelings take over him again. This time, without his control. Not all men are the same. Some are rough and dangerous, while some are gentle with those light touches. She was thankful Siwon didn't come back that night.
Morning came through. She open her eyes and the only thing she was her angel. The smile, his calm eyes, everything. She touch his cheek and he woke up.
"Sorry..."
She smile when he lean towards her and kiss her lips.
"I love you Jungsu."
Leeteuk's P.O.V
I feel like it's my fault Jimin left. That night, when we confessed and made love, was probably the thing I ever did. But when she found out she was pregnant, for the safty of the baby and herself, she left. You see, I was the only man she had sex with. If Siwon would of found out, he wouldn't only be charged with two murders, but he would of killed me as well. My body would still be here, I would look and feel like Leeteuk, but my soul would of died with them. When she left, Sungmin told me he knew about the plan and helped her escape Siwon's darkness. Sungmin's asks me if I want to see her, but I keep telling him no. What if Siwon follows me?
A couple of days ago, a couple of months before the baby is born, I saw her. She was beautiful. The scars are gone, her eyes seem peaceful and she looks adorable pregnant. She wasn't alone, Sungmin was with her. They were shopping for some baby clothes. I help her out, sending her some baby formulas and even a couple of helpful things, but I would of wish it was me with her. You seem surprise when I said I didn't approach her, what if Siwon was nearby? I'm still paranoid yes, but I'm afraid. Who wouldn't after that. I did promise her one thing, one day, before the baby comes that is, I'll go see her. But for now, I'll let her wounds heal.
I notice I have a hard time writing cute and funny stories... Well, I hope you enjoy this one :3 comments please!
Type : Oneshot
Pairing : Siwon/OC & Leeteuk/OC (mention of Hangeng and Siwon)
Rating : R
Notes : If you don't like people getting abuse, don't read this oneshot.
Summary : Leeteuk is scared. He wants to do everything he can for her but knowing someone else that's stronger then him has her in his trap, he can't do anything but watch.
The music was loud. The screaming fans dying for they're boys to come out and sing to them. The kpop world was different then anything you could ever imagine. Fanservice, anti-fans and most of all, crazy fangirls as well. They finally came out, wearing they're best black tux they could buy. All just to please them. The ELFs. They walk up to the center of the stage and waited for the start.
"Sorry, Sorry, Sorry....."
The crowd was screaming. One of they're best hits since Don't Don. As expected, Heechul and Hangeng walk up, so close that the first seaters could see the sweat coming from the side of they're faces. They look at each other, more fanservice and more fans will be writing about these two, HanChul was a crowd pleaser. The Korean boy band, Super Junior, were the kings of the kpop world. From Kyuhyun's husky voice to Hyukjae's sexy dance. If it wasn't for the security guards, they wouldn't be standing where they are now, probably lock up in some fans' closet doing god knows what.
The music suddenly stop as a small group of girls came out from the back stage and walking up to the boys while "Super Girl" from Super Junior M, one of they're sub. group, came into play. Siwon, Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Hangeng, Donghae, Zhou Mi and Henry walk on the other side of the stage ready to performe the song while the rest each took a beautiful girl and were getting ready for another show.
Now the fans were screaming. Not only were they cheering for another peek at Siwon sexy and amazing abs, but his girlfriend Jimin was getting his attention. The girl was pretty, and Siwon had a reason to be jealous if a guy went and talk to her. But tonight was different, she was dancing with him. Leeteuk. She was friends with the leader for a very long time, dispite her being younger then him. On normal occasion, Siwon wouldn't get mad by a simple friend, but this "friends" had a certain crush on her and he knew even if she wasn't on the market, Leeteuk still had a secret crush on her and he was sure it wouldn't go away so easily.
Siwon watch as their hips move into sync while Leeteuk's face was to close to hers. He felt his rage build up inside. Deep down it was for fun but Siwon knew it was more. The song almost came to an end and what happen, wasn't expected. Siwon watch as Leeteuk turn JiMin around and kissing her cheek. It was a pure innocent kiss, but it was that little action that set Siwon off. This cause him to drop his mic. and leaving the stage.
On the other hand, Jimin wasn't pleased. Sure having a little fun with Teukie was great but infront out of all the people, Siwon and also thousand fans who are greet with twisting rumors and forming crazy stories. Her tears were now visible for everyone to see.
"H-How could you?!" she said.
Leeteuk couldn't dare answer. He look away while she left, he could hear her, over all those crying fangirls, he could hear her walk away. The crowd went silent after a while and he could hear them whispering.
"Did you see that?"
"This will be one of the major topics on SuJu world!"
They didn't know. Not only was his heart crush, but someone else would be physically crush tonight.
"Open this god damn door!" They heard from the other side of the door.
She knew what was coming for her. Sungmin had aloud her to stay in his dressing room and even is bedroom. Everything to keep her away from him. They heard the banging on the door and that's when Jimin crawl over to Sungmin and he hug her.
"Don't let him in Oppa." she said, her voice was breaking. She was crying.
"I won't let him."
He held on to her as they kept hearing Siwon screaming. Sungmin knew what would happen. It always end the same. Siwon would find a way to break down the door, scream at Sungmin for keeping Jimin away from her and then he would take her away. Jimin never yelled at Sungmin for the lack of protection, she knew the boy did everything he did to keep her safe, for the mean time. There was an awkward pause. Jimin look up and she felt Sungmin's hands gripping her even more. This never happen before.
"He can't be go-"
She didn't have time to finish, the door slammed open and Siwon came running in the room trying to get her. Sungmin tried his best to keep him away from her by pushing Siwon away when he got to close, but it was all useless. Siwon snake his arm around Sungmin and took Jimin's arm. Sungmin didn't have time to turn around and take her back, they were already out. When Kyuhyun walk past Sungmin's dressing room and saw him laying on the floor with the room a complete mess, he ran in and hug the crying man. He ask him what happen but Sungmin shook his head and repeated the same words. I couldn't save her.
It was late at night and Leeteuk sat on his bed, thinking about what he did. Jimin, his precious Jimin would get hurt all because of him. He felt stupid, letting his feelings get the best of him. Why! Why? He gasp when the front door open and he heard Siwon yelling. He couldn't understand what he was saying but he thought he heard his name. Leeteuk crawled under his blankets, wrapping them around his shaking body. He shouldn't let Siwon hurt her, but he wasn't as strong. Maybe that's why you won't leave him... he said to himself. He's to strong for you and I'm to weak, I couldn't protect you even if I tried.
He knew Siwon had some anger issues, Hangeng told him about how rough he was and how jealous he can get. He should of warn Jimin what she was getting herself into. He knew it wasn't the right way to think, but if Siwon was still with Hangeng, he would get his chance and get Jimin before anything would of happen.
He remember the first time Siwon beat her, Siwon got drunk because Jimin hugged Hyukjae on his 26th birthday and the next day they found out she was in the hospital because she "fell" down the stairs. There was no way with all those hand marks on her arms and those bruises on her face were cause because she fell down the stairs. Ever since then, Hyukjae stay away from her nor touches her. He's scar for life. Leeteuk bets Jimin will ask Ryeowook and Sungmin to go to the mall, because she "needs" more makeup.
You always do that when he beats you up.... They tell me everything.
The apartment was silent now. He heard a door open and then the front door close. Leeteuk was scared. Should he get up? What should he do? For the first time, he got out of bed and walk to his door. He usually wasn't like this, but this time the reason she got hurt was because of him. Checking up on her and asking for forgiveness was the only thing he could do. He open his door and turn to they're room when he saw the bathroom light was on. Leeteuk was the only one in the house with whoever was in there, most likely Jimin or Siwon.
Don't they have they're own bathroom?
He slowly close his bedroom door, making sure nothing was out of the ordinary if that person came back in. Face to face with the door, he couldn't build up the courage to open it. What if Siwon was the one there? Or what happens if she's trying to-
"Jungsu?"
That voice. Her soft, fragile voice. The door was now open and he was looking into her eyes. Her face... That face he wish to hold and keep it safe, was now broken. Her beautiful plump cherie lips were red and swollen, her perfect little nose was now bloody and her eyes were bloodshot from the tears she shed. She look up at me, and for the first time he saw something he wish he could unsee. She was scared of... Scared of him.
"Jimin... How could-"
She look down. Jimin never thought he would catch on. She wanted Siwon's beatings were secret only Ryeowook and Sungmin would know. What would he think of her now? She want to close the door and make him leave, but something soft and warm were cupping her cheeks. She never though a man's touch would be so gently, so soft, so... So.. Comforting. She close her eyes taking in this moment. She missed him. Leeteuk gently move forword, he wouldn't want her to be scared. He had to be gentle. With one of his hands now free, he wrap his arms around her waist, without moving the other which she still held so close to her. He waited a couple of minutes. He wasn't going to push his luck. Leeteuk try to remember the last time he held her so close, but the memory had already fade away long ago.
"Jungsu..." her voice sent chills down his spine, his name so foreign from her lips.
"Yes Jimin?"
She was about to say something, but her eyes shot open as she back up. She was now back to reality.
"He'll be back... You have to go back in your room." she was pushing him away. She's never done this to him. "Forget what you saw tonight. Sungmin, Ryeowook and I will-"
"Go to the mall and buy some cover up. Stop shitting around everyone knows what's going on!"
Jimin back away more, the action she was so use too. Thoughts of Siwon getting angry like this always leads to hitting. Closing her eyes, she waited for that hit. Leeteuk watch her, his heart was breaking into a million more pieces. How could she think he would hit her. Insteed, Leeteuk wrap his arms around her and close the door behind him. Her eyes were open as she look up at him. Leeteuk pick the girl up and sat her down on the close toilet seat. While she sat there confuse, Leeteuk open the valve to the faucet and bent down and took the medical kit from under the counter.
"You remember when we first debuted... How you kept yourself in the shadow and one day I force you to join me at this random fan meeting." he took some gauze out, deeping it in the water.
"Yeah, that's how I met my two awesome friends, Wookie and Minnie."
"To be honnest, I was always jealous. They kept hanging out with you and I was stuck with 11 other guys. Do you know how annoying and gay we were all started to get." he stop doing what he was doing and then look at her. "But knowing a week after, you were back in my arms and I was the happiest man alive."
Jimin blush, she wasn't use to compliments anymore.
"I was happy too."
They both laugh while Leeteuk took the gauze and gently place it on her bruise eye. She let out a yelp. It took her a couple of minutes before her body was calm and she held onto his hand that was resting on her leg. He look into her eyes and he felt his own tears coming out. Getting up, and letting the medical kit fall to the floor, he wanted to leave the bathroom. He wasn't use to seeing a love one hurt, physically and mentally like this. It killed him. But somehow Jimin ran up to him and wrap her arms around his waist, her head against his back and he could hear her crying.
"Please don't go Jungsu... I've missed you so much, I can't stand it anymore... I wanted you not Siwon!"
Leeteuk had to take a few minutes to regester what she said. She wanted him? She really want him! Leeteuk slowly turn around, he held her shoulders so she wouldn't move. She stood there crying, not looking at him. They could finally share they're pain, they're tears, they're everything.
"I love you."
She was taking back from the words.
"W-What?"
Leeteuk didn't have the courage to say what he said again. He look at those red lips and let his feelings take over him again. This time, without his control. Not all men are the same. Some are rough and dangerous, while some are gentle with those light touches. She was thankful Siwon didn't come back that night.
Morning came through. She open her eyes and the only thing she was her angel. The smile, his calm eyes, everything. She touch his cheek and he woke up.
"Sorry..."
She smile when he lean towards her and kiss her lips.
"I love you Jungsu."
Leeteuk's P.O.V
I feel like it's my fault Jimin left. That night, when we confessed and made love, was probably the thing I ever did. But when she found out she was pregnant, for the safty of the baby and herself, she left. You see, I was the only man she had sex with. If Siwon would of found out, he wouldn't only be charged with two murders, but he would of killed me as well. My body would still be here, I would look and feel like Leeteuk, but my soul would of died with them. When she left, Sungmin told me he knew about the plan and helped her escape Siwon's darkness. Sungmin's asks me if I want to see her, but I keep telling him no. What if Siwon follows me?
A couple of days ago, a couple of months before the baby is born, I saw her. She was beautiful. The scars are gone, her eyes seem peaceful and she looks adorable pregnant. She wasn't alone, Sungmin was with her. They were shopping for some baby clothes. I help her out, sending her some baby formulas and even a couple of helpful things, but I would of wish it was me with her. You seem surprise when I said I didn't approach her, what if Siwon was nearby? I'm still paranoid yes, but I'm afraid. Who wouldn't after that. I did promise her one thing, one day, before the baby comes that is, I'll go see her. But for now, I'll let her wounds heal.
I notice I have a hard time writing cute and funny stories... Well, I hope you enjoy this one :3 comments please!