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I'm really sick of things happening. In my attempt to end things happening, I've made amends with all my ex's. Today was a show of shit, though. I was successful, but only once the shit had flown. My ex was over for breakfast and tried to pull a fast one on me but I stopped him and sent him home. I managed to do so on good terms too. I'm kind of glad it happened because the message was stronger that way. I saw my other ex on my way to work. He was walking his dog with a new boy. We made eye-contact and in a painfully awkward moment we were able to say "I see we've both moved on." Just a quick glance. Today was sad but I feel very confident in being single now. I've had lunch and a movie date with my other ex(there are three) and I am very happy with how that went. We've smoothed out all the hostility to a dull and sparse correspondence. Tonight, as I was walking home from a party, I finally found that I didn't have an urge to call or contact anyone and no one has called or contacted me. It's finally over. I'm free. I'm a whole human being and I accept that it may be a long while before I meet someone worth my time. Now I know for sure. I've tied the bow on my hypothetical "full package." It's time to make something of my life.