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I dont know how to start this, but I'm just typing to get it out and off my chest.I've lived in SD for 8 months and I was dating some one for about a week or two the second month I got to SD and then he cheated on me. No Big deal really. But ever since then I've been singel and to tell you the truth 7 months being single isn't that much fun! I have a few crushes, but it's not like they like me... It hurts a bit, but I know theres nothing I can do about it... I just miss the fact that I dont have a guy holding me in his arms are having the feeling of being wanted.. I guess this year will be the first year I dont have a Bf for X-mas I just seems that everyone has someone and i dont, its not uncommon, but I still feel like its me against everyone else. I just miss everything that comes with having someone special, ok I can deal withpout kissing, but sometimes it would be nice to kiss someone. I walked down the hall with one of my friends his name is Miles Cute kid, we walked down the hall way with our arms around one another. I felt like i was dating someone and it felt so great I didnt know I miss being in a relationship that badly. Then today he puts his arms around me and for some reason he's always tickling me! I dont know if he likes me its a bit weird!