Apr 20, 2005 21:35
I am so sick of discrimination... It makes me want to throw up the invalidity and intricacy of the way the world works.
I want to turn off and go live in a hole.
Okay ill admit it, i don't want to exist because its too difficult, id be the first one to call myself naive.
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Right, moving on from this...
Good god its more fun complaining than imagining it doesn't happen, oh well... Maybe ill start taking heavy drugs.
Oh how i wish life was linear... Instead i have to make decisions... I HATE MAKING DECISIONS!!! Id prefer to follow instinct, but some people aren't happy with that. In fact most people are unhappy with that.
In fact, most people are unhappy
Everyone likes to imagine that they aren't human... That's probably why we wind up as such emotionally fragile pieces of torn cloth by the time we turn 40... oh well.
I need to destroy something to remind myself that this feeling wont last forever.
Adios