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The way things are going, im going to kill myself not cause im depressed, but because im soo damn bored, this is soo boring.. BOREING. There isnt anything anymore for me to do, i miss the life i had when i was having fun.. now, i feel like hurting people close to me, friends, family, in school i just wanted to peepee on everyones faces. I am sick of this all i can do is, go online(uggg), play guitar (dorky), be sad and dumb (more at the night time), call people who dont wana talk to me (thats what ive been doing today), smoke butts, and masturbate which used to be fun but now is boring... not saying i masturbate like 4000 times a day, more like 3000... i keed i keed... ugh why am i even talking about that. Why is it hard for me to get over things... why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
haha. thats enought.. im just really pissed about how everything is right now, and my hair looks stupid as hell and i wana cut it the fuck off. i look like a beatle, totaly awesome.. not totaly gay.
i feel how i used to feel now i remember how i used to be, just bored.. so now when i go out.. i feel alot more alive, cause i dont like leave the house anymore.. gross.
haha. thats enought.. im just really pissed about how everything is right now, and my hair looks stupid as hell and i wana cut it the fuck off. i look like a beatle, totaly awesome.. not totaly gay.
i feel how i used to feel now i remember how i used to be, just bored.. so now when i go out.. i feel alot more alive, cause i dont like leave the house anymore.. gross.