DON'T YOU HATE BEING MAD?????
Yeah so I have come to the conclusion that money really, really sucks! I found out today that my parents want me to start paying for some of my phone bill. I know what your saying, suck it up and do it! I would but there are things that I need that money for. For instance a car!!! Yeah...I don't have one, I can't get a hand me down, my parents arn't just going to buy me one...NO...I have to save up and buy that shit myself!! Let's just say it is going to take awhile. Plus in addition, I need to keep my fat ass in shape and I want to take ballet classes. Classes that I have to pay for as well. I know that since I'm getting older I should be paying for all of this myself but it just sort of sucks because I work part time and I didn't grow up with the wealth or heck even minor wealth that most kids had! Jesssica feels my pain! I guess I'm just being greedy but it has definately been a challenge this past year to try and keep my spirits up with the situation going on with my dad and the lack of funds circulating the household. You have to admit that when your brothers are paying your parents bills and loaning them money every month, it does kind of get you depressed. Heck it even makes you even more mad at the fact that your mad that you are mad to begin with. It's not like they want it to be this way! Gosh I'm mad at myself, I'm just mad!