Aug 17, 2005 12:21
You guys....
This is the begining of the end. High school is almost over. Of course for Anthony and people who are already done with it, life has pretty much started, but now that most of us are leaving, or neglecting, it's even more of a realization for them, not to mention all for us. High school, of course, isn't life, but for all of us, it is the only thing we know.
It's really hard to let go. I don't see two of my best friends anymore. I'm still trying to heal, let go. This growing up......it sucks.
Transition. It takes so much time, so much thought. You wake up one day, and realize, this chapter is over. You've started again. You would give anything to go back in time. Go back to the days where you didn't have anything to do, where you would watch tv for hours on end, not caring. Eating Oreos untill you got sick. Are You Afraid of the Dark was your life. I miss it, we all do.
Change. It's scary. Moving away. Forgetting is key, but no one wants to. We're the only ones who don't know what life is about, and yet we are also the only ones who know what life is all about.
Life is what we want it to be. We're moving, changing, growing, expanding our knowledge. It's though. There will be so many bumps. Here comes the new life, the new world.
We're gonna have fun.