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That was weird. I just spent an hour with Christi and Anthony. And now I feel like crap. Everytime I hang out with them, I feel so excluded, so, on the outside. I love them both, and I don't know why I feel this way, I just do. I always take everything Anthony says to heart. I shouldn't do that, because he doesn't mean any of it. How it goes is, usually I am great, in the beginning. I'm laughing, and having a good time, and then, out of no where, I start to feel so ugly, and little, and stupid. I know Anthony gets tired of this. I know Christi gets tired of it too. I'm no fun to hang around with. I wish I could stop being such a goddamn downer all the time. There is no reason for this foolishness.
Friday night I drove around with Perry, to go get the movie Stage Beauty from Blockbuster. I like her. She is kinda weird, and sorta crazy, but I like her. She tried to hit on me a couple of times. She's so cute. Then Teresa showed up after Perry and I got back to GLO. Been forever since I've seen her. I gave her my number again, but she hasn't called me. Surprise, surprise.
MAP testing starts at school tomorrow. Contest is on Saturday, and I'm not ready at all. Still. I'm such a procrastinator
Friday night I drove around with Perry, to go get the movie Stage Beauty from Blockbuster. I like her. She is kinda weird, and sorta crazy, but I like her. She tried to hit on me a couple of times. She's so cute. Then Teresa showed up after Perry and I got back to GLO. Been forever since I've seen her. I gave her my number again, but she hasn't called me. Surprise, surprise.
MAP testing starts at school tomorrow. Contest is on Saturday, and I'm not ready at all. Still. I'm such a procrastinator