Apr 18, 2007 22:55
in the last 2 months my entire perception of reality, my world, and the people in my life has been shattered
i see down to the depths and it aint pretty. i dug too deep expecting to find something meaningful and important, but all i found was rocks, dirt, and fear. i have no where else to go. the world has been exposed for what it really is, which is a total lie, facade, and illusion of happiness, prosparity and beauty. the only thing i can do from now on is distract myself from the truth by exposing my self to sex, drugs, and rock and roll. r.i.p. naive innocent franny. you are born into the eternal world of hellish reality. you have grown up. its not nearly as cool as you expected.