so i finally got my dew claws removed

[jim_stencil]

however it was quite painful when i woke up. when they put the boots on i actually cried from physical pain, which i havent done in alsmost ten years. i think i wouldve passed out had it not been from the drugs

i have to crawl around my entire house because the wheel chair isnt here yet, and i cant put weight on either of my feet, other wise it feels like the tendons will snap. and i havent taken drugs since last night because the vicodan is fucking up my heart, and i might have some sort of heart eurythmia, like fucked up heart beat. so next week i have to see cariologists.i told you my body was falling apart. but it turns out i dont have to get my tonsels out, so thats good

i want a new body that isnt so fucked up. also since i cant take normal drugs im going on percaset, which is a for real grade 1 narcotic. i hate hospitals.i hate feet, i am in my own living hell

the tattoo i got with my sis looks real good, she left for italy right when i was going into surgery. and everyone else is living their life with out their now crippled friend. i feel like tiny tim