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Man, IDEK.
first off, I hate my current life.
Noth the regular teenage angsty my-life-sucks crisis.
I hate the way I live, bouncing between houses, hate the way both my parents treat me like I'm a mind-deprived kid, just bc I listen to Hadouken! and Lady GaGa.
I hate how I always have to decide with which parent I'll stay. It can't be both, and I wish I never had to chose. Bc I'd stay with live by myself. If I choose mom, dad'll be all miserable and shit over me, and I just ain't the patient and sensible kind of daughter these days. If I choose dad, as I did recently, mom will start acting like she gave a damn before and I was too drawned in teen angst to see, as she's doing.
second: I hate my grandmother's cooking, and she won't let me cook again bc she thinks my food is tasteless. C'MON, she smokes like... like... like a chimney! she's not supposed to eat food and TASTE it, y'know?
And I know, I've been a little grumpy and ranty, but I really have to take this off my chest. Otherwise, I'd go crazy. And I know it's repetitive, but It`s how I feel. u_u
on the bright side, TOMORROW = 2 MONTHS, two happy months with my downright delicious and sweet boyfriend <3
first off, I hate my current life.
Noth the regular teenage angsty my-life-sucks crisis.
I hate the way I live, bouncing between houses, hate the way both my parents treat me like I'm a mind-deprived kid, just bc I listen to Hadouken! and Lady GaGa.
I hate how I always have to decide with which parent I'll stay. It can't be both, and I wish I never had to chose. Bc I'd stay with live by myself. If I choose mom, dad'll be all miserable and shit over me, and I just ain't the patient and sensible kind of daughter these days. If I choose dad, as I did recently, mom will start acting like she gave a damn before and I was too drawned in teen angst to see, as she's doing.
second: I hate my grandmother's cooking, and she won't let me cook again bc she thinks my food is tasteless. C'MON, she smokes like... like... like a chimney! she's not supposed to eat food and TASTE it, y'know?
And I know, I've been a little grumpy and ranty, but I really have to take this off my chest. Otherwise, I'd go crazy. And I know it's repetitive, but It`s how I feel. u_u
on the bright side, TOMORROW = 2 MONTHS, two happy months with my downright delicious and sweet boyfriend <3