I'm not afraid tonight, all the stars glowing bright...

[jillzay]

Sometimes, I get really disappointed to how situations, friendships, and circumstances in my life have turned out to be. While I miss a lot of things about being close with my old friends, I realize that people that I've been close to recently treat me the way I need to be treated, and have been making me the most happy like I used to be. It's definitely hard to grow apart from friends you were inseperable with... I thought things would always be the same, I guess. But, I've been proven wrong and all that's left to do is move on with it. I honestly can't dwell on it anymore; it's only going to make me unhappier.

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YESTERDAY:
+Something happened that I thought I overcame in like.. 1st grade :[ (It's remaining a SECRET!)
+Went to the Mall
+Bought car air fresheners
+Tried on clothes, but didn't buy any :[
+Lunch date with Paps and Rhonda
+Brought mum her Mother's Day gift!

TODAY:
+Went to school
+Combined rehearsal
+No game :(
+Went to the gym, worked my ass off.
+Went tanning
+Lifted in the basement
+Took a bath

TOMORROW:
+School
+Mentoring ceremony :)
+Practice
+BASEBALL GAME!
+$2 Tuesdays with the Sisters!

At some point, I need to start packing for Florida. I leave Saturday, and I am EXTREMELY excited to get baked in the hot sun. :] I'll be getting a head start from all you pastey white kids. <3

And now, after I've sliced open my leg by shaving, and I'm losing a sufficient amount of blood supply, I'm going to hit the hay!

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OOH! That party I was supposed to go to? BUSTED. A ton of kids I know have court dates. Hahaha, BITCHES! :D