Break the truth with more bad news, we left a scar sized extra large.
Last night was eventful.
I called Erin, because Jess was at work, and not around to talk to, and everyone else was out doing something. Not to mention I was ditched again. Great.
So, I started crying right when she asked what was wrong. And she was with Andy, and already had plans, so she said she'd call later.
Two seconds later, she calls and asks me to go out to dinner with her, Rebecca, Carrie, and Alyssa. So, since I didn't have anything better to do, I went.
We went to Applebee's, expecting to meet Alyssa there, but she went to the one in Portland, so that kind of sucked.
After, we went to Erin's, and played Scene It!, Black&White, and Spoons until 11:30.
All night, everyone was making remarks about me getting quiet, and looking sad, and all this stuff. It's kind of sad that I'm so transparent. But, I'm not the one to do the chasing anymore. I called, left a messages on her answering machine and on AOL, and texted her, but I guess none of it matters. My feelings mean shit to her. So, I'll just have to deal with it. I have many other friends. I just hate it when people change. Especially one's who are supposed to be there for you no matter what.
But, it's the story of life. And it's true:
Friendships are over-rated.
Minus the love of the sisters. That's true friendship. I love them.
And I think it's kinda cool that.. although I've known Jess and Erin for the least amount of time, they're always there and it's nice to have that. But, it's gonna be hard next year without Jessica around. Honestly, I'm going to go to Farmington to visit whenever I get upset and want to get away. That'll be nice. But, it still won't be the same without her around all the time.
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Mal talked stuff over with me. It's funny how fast memories can come back. We decided we're going to hang out a lot like last summer. Kennebunkport, Ben & Jerry's, the beach, tanning, Marisa's pool.. ah, I miss summer. I love my Arundel girls.. I'm excited. :D
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Work went by fast today. I played pass with my dad a little while ago. He was impressed, and told me my arm "is at Varsity level." Hah, yaaay. We'll see how tryouts go to tomorrow.
And the Easter Bunny left me a basket in my car when I got out of work! I loved it. I'm corny, but I love Easter. I still get excited about it.
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Finishing arranging my CD's, some reading, then off to my mom's for the night. Desperate Housewives is on tonight, bitches!
Wish me luck for tryouts! :D
I called Erin, because Jess was at work, and not around to talk to, and everyone else was out doing something. Not to mention I was ditched again. Great.
So, I started crying right when she asked what was wrong. And she was with Andy, and already had plans, so she said she'd call later.
Two seconds later, she calls and asks me to go out to dinner with her, Rebecca, Carrie, and Alyssa. So, since I didn't have anything better to do, I went.
We went to Applebee's, expecting to meet Alyssa there, but she went to the one in Portland, so that kind of sucked.
After, we went to Erin's, and played Scene It!, Black&White, and Spoons until 11:30.
All night, everyone was making remarks about me getting quiet, and looking sad, and all this stuff. It's kind of sad that I'm so transparent. But, I'm not the one to do the chasing anymore. I called, left a messages on her answering machine and on AOL, and texted her, but I guess none of it matters. My feelings mean shit to her. So, I'll just have to deal with it. I have many other friends. I just hate it when people change. Especially one's who are supposed to be there for you no matter what.
But, it's the story of life. And it's true:
Friendships are over-rated.
Minus the love of the sisters. That's true friendship. I love them.
And I think it's kinda cool that.. although I've known Jess and Erin for the least amount of time, they're always there and it's nice to have that. But, it's gonna be hard next year without Jessica around. Honestly, I'm going to go to Farmington to visit whenever I get upset and want to get away. That'll be nice. But, it still won't be the same without her around all the time.
--
Mal talked stuff over with me. It's funny how fast memories can come back. We decided we're going to hang out a lot like last summer. Kennebunkport, Ben & Jerry's, the beach, tanning, Marisa's pool.. ah, I miss summer. I love my Arundel girls.. I'm excited. :D
--
Work went by fast today. I played pass with my dad a little while ago. He was impressed, and told me my arm "is at Varsity level." Hah, yaaay. We'll see how tryouts go to tomorrow.
And the Easter Bunny left me a basket in my car when I got out of work! I loved it. I'm corny, but I love Easter. I still get excited about it.
--
Finishing arranging my CD's, some reading, then off to my mom's for the night. Desperate Housewives is on tonight, bitches!
Wish me luck for tryouts! :D