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i got the sudden urge to revive my lj. i probably won't stick to it like i think i will, but myspace essentially makes me feel like the most pathetic person to exist. think about it, we all say "oh who cares about top 8s, or comments, or friends...[blahblahblah]" but seriously, if something changes on myspace and you don't like it, it drives you crazy. and you sit there refreshing the page and lurking through random myspace pages to get the dirt and gossip and ew what the fuck is wrong with me/everybody?
this vacation has been bizarre in so many ways. everyday has been a soap opera. the first half of the week i spent hanging out with people i haven't seen in a while. even just hanging out with lindsey was refreshing since we pretty much were best friends without the spending time together part. it was also refreshing to talk to jamie and andrea because i never see them and they aren't part of the BF scene and so it was nice to hear about life outside of margin street. and then i spent time with kim and some other kids and basically we just had to laugh at everything that happened because it was nuts. then wednesday came and the drama ended. i'm so happy it's over too. through it all i learned you can care about a person for certain qualities, but sometimes the bad outweighs the good and you need to let it go for your sake. which i did very well, and you better believe i got the last word in. just knowing someone out there is chain smoking over me is a rewarding feeling as childish as that sounds. so then after sawing off the ball and chain i took off with mom and pops to new jersey to spend the weekend. we visited the town of madison and it was nice, quaint. went to the Drew U. open house and enjoyed the food, the random professors, and lacrosse boys. paid the deposit, got a free t-shirt, and i was enrolled baby. mom and i broke the bank in the campus's store buying all the college gear to show off. i'm excited and i seriously have no idea what i want to do with my life anymore after reading the course catalong. who cares i'm in college!
so to conclude, this week was complete shambles, but i have the most badass friends who were such a big support. they took me out, heard my sob stories, called to show they cared and wanted to know how everything was going, went on pointless adventures with me so i could ease my worried mind, and intoxicated me a few times to relieve me of my problems for a little while. so to them i owe a thank you and i love you so much ♥
and to compensate for boring, endless words, i of course have pictures documenting some of these events.
NEW YORK:
NYC how i love thee.
time squareee♥
UM CHRIS & COOL KID WOW MAJOR <3.
the mims molesting a yankee lover. wash your hands.
EASTER AT KIMBERLY'S:
happy flipping easter!
feeling a little friendly!
look what the easter bunny brought us yum yummmm
inevitably i always end up on the kitchen floor
always.
kim knows
jamie knows
FACED.
delicious!
sexy ladiesssss
friends don't let friends drunk dial!
hey cool bloodshot eye.
udy didn't know what to do with us.
we're
fucking
superheroes.
LAST MUSIC SHOW EVER:
the last hurrah. DUM DUUUUUUUUM DUM.
linds & i with our favorite bulgarian man.
PER THE REQUEST OF NICK ALLEN:
kanye west topless!!!!111
<3jill.
this vacation has been bizarre in so many ways. everyday has been a soap opera. the first half of the week i spent hanging out with people i haven't seen in a while. even just hanging out with lindsey was refreshing since we pretty much were best friends without the spending time together part. it was also refreshing to talk to jamie and andrea because i never see them and they aren't part of the BF scene and so it was nice to hear about life outside of margin street. and then i spent time with kim and some other kids and basically we just had to laugh at everything that happened because it was nuts. then wednesday came and the drama ended. i'm so happy it's over too. through it all i learned you can care about a person for certain qualities, but sometimes the bad outweighs the good and you need to let it go for your sake. which i did very well, and you better believe i got the last word in. just knowing someone out there is chain smoking over me is a rewarding feeling as childish as that sounds. so then after sawing off the ball and chain i took off with mom and pops to new jersey to spend the weekend. we visited the town of madison and it was nice, quaint. went to the Drew U. open house and enjoyed the food, the random professors, and lacrosse boys. paid the deposit, got a free t-shirt, and i was enrolled baby. mom and i broke the bank in the campus's store buying all the college gear to show off. i'm excited and i seriously have no idea what i want to do with my life anymore after reading the course catalong. who cares i'm in college!
so to conclude, this week was complete shambles, but i have the most badass friends who were such a big support. they took me out, heard my sob stories, called to show they cared and wanted to know how everything was going, went on pointless adventures with me so i could ease my worried mind, and intoxicated me a few times to relieve me of my problems for a little while. so to them i owe a thank you and i love you so much ♥
and to compensate for boring, endless words, i of course have pictures documenting some of these events.
NEW YORK:
NYC how i love thee.
time squareee♥
UM CHRIS & COOL KID WOW MAJOR <3.
the mims molesting a yankee lover. wash your hands.
EASTER AT KIMBERLY'S:
happy flipping easter!
feeling a little friendly!
look what the easter bunny brought us yum yummmm
inevitably i always end up on the kitchen floor
always.
kim knows
jamie knows
FACED.
delicious!
sexy ladiesssss
friends don't let friends drunk dial!
hey cool bloodshot eye.
udy didn't know what to do with us.
we're
fucking
superheroes.
LAST MUSIC SHOW EVER:
the last hurrah. DUM DUUUUUUUUM DUM.
linds & i with our favorite bulgarian man.
PER THE REQUEST OF NICK ALLEN:
kanye west topless!!!!111
<3jill.