an update.
the ups & downs as of lately:
- i have been sick for a week now & it feels like bronchitis.
- between my research paper and AP spanish, i'm piled with homework.
- i'm missing more school because of my surgery tomorrow.
+/- getting my cyst removed tomorrow.
+ the fall out boy show was thoroughly great.
- from first to last is terrible live.
- everybody hates me because too many people say too many untrue things.
- i try to be a good friend & being a nice person backfires in my face.
+ joel at least loves me.
- i can't stop feeling tired because my sleep pattern is all screwed up.
+ nyquil is a miracle in a bottle.
+ the NYC trip is coming up soon.
+ only 17.5 days left of senior year.
+ i have a whole book of sudoku to do.
so things are equally good and bad, which is not so good to me considering i have had a pretty happy, optimistic year so far. all of a sudden things have piled up and things have come crashing down. i hope when i go back to school thursday things are better. because they never had to be messed up in the first place. but nobody's perfect and i accept that.
something to think about: sometimes in life you have to do things for yourself. someone's not always going to be there to hold your hand. and also, never forget that what you say & do affects the way other people feel and not just the way you do.
off to do sudoku puzzles, eat mini eggs, and relax before tomorrow.
wish me luck, i'm kinda nervous, i haven't had surgry since i was 6 and had my tonsils out.
♥
- i have been sick for a week now & it feels like bronchitis.
- between my research paper and AP spanish, i'm piled with homework.
- i'm missing more school because of my surgery tomorrow.
+/- getting my cyst removed tomorrow.
+ the fall out boy show was thoroughly great.
- from first to last is terrible live.
- everybody hates me because too many people say too many untrue things.
- i try to be a good friend & being a nice person backfires in my face.
+ joel at least loves me.
- i can't stop feeling tired because my sleep pattern is all screwed up.
+ nyquil is a miracle in a bottle.
+ the NYC trip is coming up soon.
+ only 17.5 days left of senior year.
+ i have a whole book of sudoku to do.
so things are equally good and bad, which is not so good to me considering i have had a pretty happy, optimistic year so far. all of a sudden things have piled up and things have come crashing down. i hope when i go back to school thursday things are better. because they never had to be messed up in the first place. but nobody's perfect and i accept that.
something to think about: sometimes in life you have to do things for yourself. someone's not always going to be there to hold your hand. and also, never forget that what you say & do affects the way other people feel and not just the way you do.
off to do sudoku puzzles, eat mini eggs, and relax before tomorrow.
wish me luck, i'm kinda nervous, i haven't had surgry since i was 6 and had my tonsils out.
♥