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so yesterday was just... horrible. well it starts off brianna telling me about the myspace bullshit that's going around. so brianna got called in, and i'm just really pissed off about that, she tells me they have my pictures too and so i figure i'm gonna get called in (still haven't yet)... but it's just fucking stupid, like why would someone do that??? it's just really low. whatever. anyway, i'm ready for her to call me in and i'm gonna give her a piece of my mind.. i mean, not really, but if she tries to like pull any shit on me than i will because there's NO WAY i can get in trouble, just no way, i didn't do anything wrong.
so whatever. then we have a game vs. south whidbey. i figured i was starting at 3rd cause that's where i took infield yesterday but then he starts me at short, so starting when we took infield i am like completely out of sorts, when we do 1 & cover, i'm going to cover third cause i kept pounding it in my head all day i was playing 3rd... anyway, whatever. so then the game starts... first hit is a slap behind third... i'm charging in because i thought thats what he wanted me to do on a slap (i dunno, never played a slap really from short..) anyway then she pops it over 3rd base so i have to change directions and i cant get to it in time... i got there and reached out but just got it in the very tip of my glove and coudlnt' hold onto it. so that just started off the beginning of a very bad game. the girl gets on and steals and the throw goes down to 2nd and its way off hte bag and shes really fast so i dont have time to tag her then when i go back in there's coach blaming the "not out" on me, saying it's my fault for not tagging her well enough when she was at the base by the time the throw got to me and it wasn't even there.. then this girl gets up and hits a shot right at me.. but like hard hit grounder. one year ago if i had been playing asa meanwhile that would've been a no biggie but thats definitley the hardest hit grounder i've seen in like a year.. since utah, nayway it was bad i was so out of focus i couldnt even get my glove down. more errors... blah blha, then theres a runner on 2nd and 1 out and coach is telling me no matter what you do just GET THE OUT so thats what i'm thinking... so the ball comes to me and i step into the baseline to try to get the girl running by 2nd to run into me but she goes kind aout of hte baseline (actually shes got like 3 feet so i think she was still in it..) anyway but in ftront of me but all i'mt hinking is "GET THE OUT" lilke he told me so i just go to first cuase i just needed to get na out, then of coures i just get bitched at for not tagging her and THEN go to one. you know.. i dunno, sometimes like esp. with me, i just make up my mind i say no matter what happenns, what the circumstances are on the next play i'm GOING HERE or i'm doing this... that way when the ball comes theres no indecision and they'd already scored a bunch of runs and i just wanted an out.. what if i had tried to tag her and she'd of gotten away then when i went to go back to one the runner was safe? well i certainly would've been in deep shit then.. yeah, so anyyaw then they hit a pop fly behind erica at third and i start to head over and call it cause i know it's my ball but right as the ball is coming down i look down at the corner of my eyes and i see erica and i'm just glancing and it looks like shes RIGHT THERE so i freak out and i'm like shit she didn't hear me so i go to back off and just let her take it then of course she actually was just a few feet in front of hte ball, not as close as i thought so nobody caught it... thankfully it was foul. anyway, basically i just played the shittiest i've ever played in my life... more errors in that game than i have made in the past 3 seasons. whatever. hitting wise i did okay, my first at bat i took the first ball then hti a shot at the shortshop, maybe? no, 2nd... no, just kidding it wasn't a shot, but i hit it.. whatever, i got out. 2nd time at bat i hit a shot back at the pitcher, hit her in the leg but of course she was able to recover in time and still throw me out.. third time.. oh we're gettning there. anyway halfway through the game he puts in brittney at 2nd at me at 3rd and moves erica to the outfield. the same girl who hti the shot to me at short hits one to me at third.. right after he tells me to scoot way in cause shes' bunting, supposedly.. she just drills one and if i would've been like one foot over it wouldve hit me and probably broken my shin bone.. god it was a hard hit.. then coach tries to sya that it was an error oon me.. that ball was hit so fast i didnt even otuch it.. my god, cut me some lsack. the good part was that the next time that girl got up i backed up even though he kept telling me to squeeze in, and she hit another shot excxept i was back a couple feet and i back handed it and threw right away to first (cause she was really quick) and brianna made this amazing stretch and got the out but the umps said she pulled her foot or somethign (but she didnt) and he called her safe, but it was still awesome... we coudlnt' catch any breaks. anyway, last inning, we are down 11-0, ty gets up and i tell her the game plan is that she gets on then i hit her aorund. so ty gets on she gest a triple, nice hit... then i get up and all i'm thinking is i dont care how i do it, i'm hitting the ball and scoring her... i was so pumped, so i got a lousy hit, but when i am in a mode and all i care about is getting a piece of the ball to score her it was a shitty pitch i should've let it go but all i was thinking was hit hit hit.. so i hit it back to the pitcher, weak hit.. but she holds it for a sec.. then throws to first.. right as i'm about to hit first, ty is going home, the firstbaseman catches it... right after she catches it, about a step, i touch first, right as i'm touching first, she's clutching back like into the baseline (i'm right next to her and i've just been called out) she leans way back so her arm hits my arm and throws home but ty is safe.. so we're lik eawesome at least we wont get shut out you know.. i'm all pumped up, then the other coach comes out and starts saying that i interfered with the 1st baseman and thats why ty was safe cuase i "ran into her" and she didnt have time to throw home.. so maury calls me out on interference and ty out on ineterference takes away the run and waht does coach do??? walks out there, he's like best friends witht he ump and doesnt say anything doesnt argue at all then comes back in and starts BITCHING at me about how i interfered with her which i DIDNT, i was in my fucking baseline i have a right to my fucking baseline, i'm not gonna stop when she catches the ball a split second before i cross the base baecasue what if she drops it?? nayway so i start arguing back then he gives me the "DONT ARGUE BACK WITH ME" fuck you. so then we end the game go out into the huddle and hhe starts laying into me AGAIN for interfereing and i was so heated i swear to go i wanted to hsoot him... and i got up and started screaming back at him and oh my god i fucking hate him. then he goes on to say that emily pitched "alright" or something which was such a load of bull she pitched awesome, out of everybody taht day on our team she did the best. anyway i go back in and miranda comes over to me and tells me thyat i was in NO WAY interfereing and that i did a fine job and stuff and that coach is an asshole and i vented to her and she totally agreed with me. i gotta go now take my geology test, but i fucking hate coach and .... god... just RETIRE ALREDY!!!