Feb 05, 2005 17:31
For what do I have
If I don't have You, Jesus?
What in this life
Could mean any more?
You are my rock
You are my glory
You are the lifter
Of my head
Lifter of this head
- Cry of my heart by Starfield.
As I look at these lyrics, I wonder what I have without Jesus...I mean I still have my clothes, my tv and computer..all of my material things. I still have my family, and my friends. But it's really all nothing. I don't have eternity spent with my Savior, I don't have my good health, my opportunities, a true reason for using my talents and abilities. I really have no reason for living.
I don't have my friends coming to heaven with me...and I don't have my family seeing Jesus through the way that I live. Everything that I am is gone, I'm no longer who I thought that I was...who I knew I was. I'm just a speck on dust. This makes me wonder how I lived and got through daily things without Him.
Nothing in life means anything, and that's horrible.