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wow so it just hit me..high school is over, and tomorrow is the last day and its so weird, i can describe how iam feeling. i mean i've known this day would come, and i've been hoping it would come sooner, but now that its here i dont want it to end. i went through this period where i was like i hate hauppauge i cant wait to leave, how many days till college..but now i dont want to leave, i want to stay there where everyone knows everyone, and i know what to expect each day. iam going to college and i have no idea what to expect, iam scared, iam scared i'll hate it and i know i have to leave, its part of growing up but the thought of leaving terrifies me and i used to be excited but now iam scared beyond belief. and i cant believe tomorrow is the last day and i really dont want it to end, i may never see half of those people again.
today was the senior bbq it was fun, got my yearbook they loook amazing, they really came out great. got a bunch of people to sign it, i tried to get people who i dont have classes with to sign it first. than me and lauren went to work to stuff envelopes lol, it sounds so lame and it is, it was broing and i just wanted to leave. than i got cake mix because if i bake something i get extra credit for sports marketing. than at like 9ish i drove to justin's to help him study for math, than came home ate like a gazilion cupcakes, and frosted some and attempted physics..ughh i have to find that stupid ap gov text book!
what iam going to miss most this year is prob. physics, it sounds lame and the class was hard and i zoned out a lot this year but it was awsome with out "physics family" i will really miss that class and the people in it, tiu put up with us for a year and we were really annoying at times but it was a good class.
high school is over :-(
but today exactly 2 weeks till prom
6 days till iam legal :-)
today was the senior bbq it was fun, got my yearbook they loook amazing, they really came out great. got a bunch of people to sign it, i tried to get people who i dont have classes with to sign it first. than me and lauren went to work to stuff envelopes lol, it sounds so lame and it is, it was broing and i just wanted to leave. than i got cake mix because if i bake something i get extra credit for sports marketing. than at like 9ish i drove to justin's to help him study for math, than came home ate like a gazilion cupcakes, and frosted some and attempted physics..ughh i have to find that stupid ap gov text book!
what iam going to miss most this year is prob. physics, it sounds lame and the class was hard and i zoned out a lot this year but it was awsome with out "physics family" i will really miss that class and the people in it, tiu put up with us for a year and we were really annoying at times but it was a good class.
high school is over :-(
but today exactly 2 weeks till prom
6 days till iam legal :-)