more of my last 2 weeks
sooooo..... ummmm the schnep breakup thing didn't work too well! he seemed mad and he was like"this is the last time...we can't be anything more than friends after this, i don't want the risk of you breaking up with me again" yeah that made me feel great. i always see him in the halls at school and i always say hi and he either looks away or just gives me a headnod. i dunno i'm sick of it. i'm already tired of being single and i admitted to myself today after 5 days of not saying anything about it that i miss schnep! i had to go to this x-mas party today that was at my dad's friend's house. all the people there were like ohhh jill you're soooo gorgeous/beautiful/adorable. it was sickening. i wasl ike ummmm thanks but no i'm not! my obsession with mark has gotten bigger. i talk to him sometimes...or at least say hi! today he locked his keys in his van! that was no good. i went tanning after school so now my playboy bunny is very easily visible on my lower abdominal region. i'm sick of my dad not trusting me to be home alone for long periods of time. maybe i'll go stay at megans...hopefully i'll go stay at megans cause i havent seen her in like 612 years!!! otherwise i gotta go somewhere with my crazy aunt where she can be like...go to an all girls school!!! boys are a bad influence!!! nooooo..the torture! ok well time to go cuz it's effing 3:22 and his morning...like every school morning...i woke up at 5:00...thats in 1 hour and 38 minutes!ttys maybe <3jill