"...America loves lesbians." "I know I do."
I went to bed at 4 last night. I wasnt tired, and when I put my pjs on, took out my contacts, brushed my teeth, I still wasnt tired. And I just layed in bed. I probably could have watched the sunrise. Alas, Lauren loves blinds.
Kyle said I looked tired when I got up. Well, duh, I just woke up.
I sat on a cabinet, and he oil pasteled me. He says hes gonna do a chalk drawing too. I was bored at first, just sitting there. But Keller finally text me back, so it was ok.
I watched some movie. Well, I caught the middle of it. It was sorta good and I wish I had seen the whole thing. Sad, but good. And then the Titanic was on. Haha. Keller and I talked about Rose being a lesbian and I laughed out loud a couple times.
Last night I was looking at some of my old entries, and, wow, I was really negitive about things. I think this summer sorta changed me. I think Im happier now. And Ive been trying to be a good person. So Im hoping this year will get better. Because it didnt start too swell.
Oh, yeah, my mom said that all my teachers really like me and all that jazz. Schuster has put me on the pit list. And Im so excited. Because he said I could do both pit and soccer aslong as I dont miss performances. Thats so great. That makes me so happy. He said I could play bass guitar for pep band too. But... I dont know. People can tell me that its fun or that its stupid, but it really just comes down to what I want. And I dont know what I want. Maybe Im just looking for someone to tell me what makes it so fun or what makes it so stupid. Not just that it is.
And Im rambling.
Tyler and Alison are coming over. I need to paint my nails. Yeah, thats what Im thinking. One thing at a time.
Kyle said I looked tired when I got up. Well, duh, I just woke up.
I sat on a cabinet, and he oil pasteled me. He says hes gonna do a chalk drawing too. I was bored at first, just sitting there. But Keller finally text me back, so it was ok.
I watched some movie. Well, I caught the middle of it. It was sorta good and I wish I had seen the whole thing. Sad, but good. And then the Titanic was on. Haha. Keller and I talked about Rose being a lesbian and I laughed out loud a couple times.
Last night I was looking at some of my old entries, and, wow, I was really negitive about things. I think this summer sorta changed me. I think Im happier now. And Ive been trying to be a good person. So Im hoping this year will get better. Because it didnt start too swell.
Oh, yeah, my mom said that all my teachers really like me and all that jazz. Schuster has put me on the pit list. And Im so excited. Because he said I could do both pit and soccer aslong as I dont miss performances. Thats so great. That makes me so happy. He said I could play bass guitar for pep band too. But... I dont know. People can tell me that its fun or that its stupid, but it really just comes down to what I want. And I dont know what I want. Maybe Im just looking for someone to tell me what makes it so fun or what makes it so stupid. Not just that it is.
And Im rambling.
Tyler and Alison are coming over. I need to paint my nails. Yeah, thats what Im thinking. One thing at a time.