meh
I dont really have much to update about. Robbie has been home for like 5 days and I've already slept with him twice. Its bad, and I know I'm just doing it cause I still have feelings for him and I want him to feel the same way towards me which I know he wont. But the sex is good so I guess its alright. But like halfway through today I just wanted to cry. I felt so fucking alone and I wanted him to love me and its so fucking hard and I hate it.
Midterms are next week. I'm a little scared but I'm actually like studying which is good... Hmm not much else to update about... I turned Kyle out in the indoor today and he had a BLAST! He was like bucking everywhere and jumping the ground poles. My pony is TOO cute!
Midterms are next week. I'm a little scared but I'm actually like studying which is good... Hmm not much else to update about... I turned Kyle out in the indoor today and he had a BLAST! He was like bucking everywhere and jumping the ground poles. My pony is TOO cute!