vagina update
dr. fouad called yesterday with the results of the biopsy, he said it wasn't cancer but it was close and i'm to come back every four months for a colpscopy (kind of like a PAP but to the next level). he was really nice, i like him a lot, he assured me that he would keep an eye on things. so i guess my fear of STD's has paid off. so not good news but also not bad news, i'll take it. i was kind of hoping he'd call and say it was nothing, i was even kind of hoping it would be an std. like a curable one. its kind of spooky, it hadn't even been a year since my last PAP. everyone go get a PAP!!!!!!
still not scared or upset really, theres not really any point to freaking out. the only thing that bothers me is the more i have that operation done the higher the risk of me not being able to have babies is. but whatever, i'll adopt. there are zillions of unwanted babies, right teresa?
chilled with sam, aaron and rick last night and saw aaron and ricks new house. i know people who have a house and a mortgage on the westside. thats insane. we talked about how pathetic it was we hadn't all hung out together all summer, but still its great to have friends that you can pick up with like you'd never left off at all. aaron and ricks house is fabulous, beautiful wood work, tonnes of windows, a SERVICE STAIRWAY, a closet big enough for me to sleep in, a closet with a toilet in it under the stairs. love love love.
love love.
today i think i'll shoe shop and buy a new dress. an $80 sundress perhaps. i've been a good little money saver this summer so whhhhhhy not.
love love love jill