In need of a beta

Nov 21, 2010 22:56

Ugh...I always do this, I put things off to the very last second and somehow manage to scramble by. I'm talking about my History of Civilization test that begins in 48 hours or something. Drrrr... I'm just going to sit at home and not do anything, it's not like I'm failing that class. Why bother studying? Why? Because this test I literally know nothing about, and it's all boring..well...besides the plague, that was just cool.Still I dont have the time to read 33 pages on slavery! Yeah, I get it: my ancestors took you from your homeland and did terrible things to you and you're angry about it. I get it! Don't force it down my throat to the point I become apathetic to it.

If anybody is reading this, I know Slavery is a huge deal but focusing on it instead of other aspects of History is not cool.

Well, my classes are almost out~! Yeah, I've been cheating my way through math and now I have to learn everything that I didn't in time for the final. Don't do what I do, stay on top of your subjects and read! I'm a terrible role model.

As for writing, I've got three fics that I have to get out and make into a masterpiece. Which, is crazy, because let's face it, my writing is not the best and I feel like anybody who receives my fic will be ripped off. I'm struggling with the America and Belarus one just because I lack any experience in cute cuddle moments. Yeah, I'm 18 years old and the only person I've ever cuddled with is my dad. The FemFrance and England one is coming along, I've got the first part, but I'm worried about the second as again I have no experience in romance so what if it comes out corny and overly cheesy?

Finally, there's the Ukraine and Canada one that I'm freaking waters over! These two characters are so different from me: shy, reserved, and whatnot and I've never read anything about them. ughh...I really don't know why I signed up for this het thing, oh yeah I wanted Belgium Prussia fanfic. Ugh...It's scary finding a Beta...I don't want to bother anybody and I'm scared that people will just laugh at my writing.

Asking for help at TCC is a no go, thats just stupid. And Loren would say yes, but never get around to it. Wish me luck people.

test, history, beta

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