Lost Journal Entry, Last day of Vacation... May 29th?

[jilliebeaners27]

I think im just abnormal for some of the feelings I get
For one, im watching my suitcase go in the car and I have to hold back my tears
Yes, tears.
I want to cry so badly because I dont want to go home
I dont want to go to my awesome room
I do not want to be new York
I do not want to be in buffalo
I do not want to go back to the shortest slave shop I work in
I do not want to go home
No part of going home is appealing
Not one part.
Sorry boyfriend, friends and family, my selfishness is among me
I do not want to go home!
The other bratty part in me says I didn't get to go in the ocean one last time...