No answer
Well I sorta proposed to Nick yesterday. I found this song called "Will You Marry Me" by Alabama and sent the lyrics to Nick. I haven't gotten an answer yet. I don't know what else to do to make him realize that I love him and want to be with him. Maybe I should just move on and forget all about him. It wil hurt and I will never be able to handle May 9th ever again. Or June 12th for that matter. I just love him so much and I I can't picture myself with anyone but him. The thought of dating another person just feels wrong to me.
I don't want what happened before to happen again. Is that so much to ask? I don't want him to realize that he wants me again when he sees me and the girl he is dating attack me like last time. And I don't want to date someone else and have Nick realize that he wants to be with me.
I thought about it today and although I want the whole romantic proposal, I don't need it. I just want to marry Nick and have a life and a family with him. Is that so much to ask???
I don't want what happened before to happen again. Is that so much to ask? I don't want him to realize that he wants me again when he sees me and the girl he is dating attack me like last time. And I don't want to date someone else and have Nick realize that he wants to be with me.
I thought about it today and although I want the whole romantic proposal, I don't need it. I just want to marry Nick and have a life and a family with him. Is that so much to ask???