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Well i know u prob read the story in davey's live journal but im just going to talk a lil about it.
1st off this kid started irritating me for no reason other than the fact he was either drunk bored or immature. but i do want to appologize for my behavior to everyone bc im never like that. i don't ever remember trying to start fights and i dont know why i was even acting like that but maybe just from the stress of life i took it out on him i dont know. but i for one can't even believe i did that. its kinda scary for me bc im never a mean drunk usually and if i ever get like that again i dont think i will drink very much anymore lol i dont want to be like that.
anyways it was a good time i enjoyed myself and luckily nothing came of it and i didnt get arrested.
So for some reason im always attracted to the wrong men..guys that won't treat me right. the fact i actually care about what he does when im not around is stupid i shouldn't esp. bc i dont want to be with him but whatever. and the guys i cant have. someday things will work themselves out...but for tonite my bed is calling me....
1st off this kid started irritating me for no reason other than the fact he was either drunk bored or immature. but i do want to appologize for my behavior to everyone bc im never like that. i don't ever remember trying to start fights and i dont know why i was even acting like that but maybe just from the stress of life i took it out on him i dont know. but i for one can't even believe i did that. its kinda scary for me bc im never a mean drunk usually and if i ever get like that again i dont think i will drink very much anymore lol i dont want to be like that.
anyways it was a good time i enjoyed myself and luckily nothing came of it and i didnt get arrested.
So for some reason im always attracted to the wrong men..guys that won't treat me right. the fact i actually care about what he does when im not around is stupid i shouldn't esp. bc i dont want to be with him but whatever. and the guys i cant have. someday things will work themselves out...but for tonite my bed is calling me....