FUCK
Hey..........well again I am jobless. I cannot even work for Convergys because of the whole background thing. I show up to work today and they sent me home about 20 minutes later.
There has got to be something that I can do about all of this. I mean a letter that I can write or something. I already tried to get my record expunged, and that didn't work. I have tried appealing the background commitie, and they still deny me. Don't they realize that I am one of the good ones. I have been clean for 3 and 1/2 yrs. I have not been in any trouble in 5. So what the fuck, why am I still being punished. I know that I spent 15 minutes digging my hole, now I will spend 15 yrs. digging myself out. But this cannot be done alone. SOmeone has got to give me a chance, and not fast food. THey will hire anyone. I cannot live of that wage. I have a new car and I have roomates that I have to pay. So what the fuck...........How am I supposed to survive? THis really fucking sucks. I am at the END of my rope.
BUt anywho...........I give up! I quit! There is nothing left to do................
There has got to be something that I can do about all of this. I mean a letter that I can write or something. I already tried to get my record expunged, and that didn't work. I have tried appealing the background commitie, and they still deny me. Don't they realize that I am one of the good ones. I have been clean for 3 and 1/2 yrs. I have not been in any trouble in 5. So what the fuck, why am I still being punished. I know that I spent 15 minutes digging my hole, now I will spend 15 yrs. digging myself out. But this cannot be done alone. SOmeone has got to give me a chance, and not fast food. THey will hire anyone. I cannot live of that wage. I have a new car and I have roomates that I have to pay. So what the fuck...........How am I supposed to survive? THis really fucking sucks. I am at the END of my rope.
BUt anywho...........I give up! I quit! There is nothing left to do................