Aug 20, 2006 19:48
OK so there is seriously something wrong with me. And I am not sure what to do about it.
I have recently been going to all of Cavityburns concerts. By the way you guys rock! But anywho, I drink when I go. But the problem is, I don't stop when I am drunk. I continue to drink until I am stupid! And then I do stupid things. Like where non flattering outfits, talk to band members that probably have better things to do, let a singer sign my breast, and ths list goes on! That is not me.......So there is something wrong.
Another thing that is really getting to me, is the fact that I am living with a married couple, that just happens to be two of my best friends. I luv them both to death, but I hate the fact that I am living in there basement and they just got married. I am the last problem that they need. RIGHT??
And the last thing is that I feel like a lasy no good person. For some reason I seem to bounce back and forth between jobs, I spend my money and can't save, and the fact that I don't care anymore.
I am trying to improve in all of these, and become a better person, but I am not sure how to do it.
Anywho, I just wanted to blab and rant! Thanx for listening.