Sad yet Happy
Well this is a wierd feeling that I have at the moment. I just came from Ella's house after visiting with her and her new little one. He is perfect, and she is recovering nicely from a c-section. I am over joyed for her, and happy that she will be experiencing motherhood. But I am sad, because Dan and I have been trying for months now with no resaults. I guess that you could say that I am jelous. I feel bad that I am feeling this way (if that makes sense). I should be happy and that is that, but it is hard. But man is this boy precious. Perfect mix of Ella and Brenden. He is also extreamly mellow.
But anywho enough about my pathetic feelings.
Dan and I looked all day for an apartment, but again with no luck! These people are all so anal.......So what if I did drugs in the past. It is not like I am still doing them. The only drugs I take are for diabetes. Well anywho,,,,,,I am going to go paint my moms nails since she is still currently one handed after breaking her hand.
Talk to you beautiful people later.....Luvs!
But anywho enough about my pathetic feelings.
Dan and I looked all day for an apartment, but again with no luck! These people are all so anal.......So what if I did drugs in the past. It is not like I am still doing them. The only drugs I take are for diabetes. Well anywho,,,,,,I am going to go paint my moms nails since she is still currently one handed after breaking her hand.
Talk to you beautiful people later.....Luvs!