Drowning
Hey, well it is official. I know that I made the right decision, but why is it that i feel so damned sad and hurt. I am dying right now. But if I go back I will be worse off. I now have no job, no car, i am living with my parents and i have $12 to my name. What in the hell am i doing with my life, where the hell am i going? I havent felt like this in such a long time, it is almost to easy to fall back into the old habit. I am not going to, but damn the want is so there and persistant!
I dont think that i have ever felt this lonly ever! You know I look at my family and how well off they are they all have familys and are happy. My mom and dad have eachother, where did I go wrong? God i am so damned confused right now...sorry to lay this all out there.....but i am home alone and just dont know what to do....all my friends are so far away and i have no car.
Damn......................
I dont think that i have ever felt this lonly ever! You know I look at my family and how well off they are they all have familys and are happy. My mom and dad have eachother, where did I go wrong? God i am so damned confused right now...sorry to lay this all out there.....but i am home alone and just dont know what to do....all my friends are so far away and i have no car.
Damn......................