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its bad when you skip things you love, to do the things you hate, because you were too lazy and a procrastinator, to get things done and manage time... so you watch barely any of the superbowl, stress out over a poem, and end up skipping the first half of school to save your ass, still stressed out, and then punish yourself to make you parents happy telling them you don't deserve that something until you can prove to them that you can manage your time, and stop putting everything else before school, even other peoples school work.
that was my weekend - way to go Jillian....
"It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way--
yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily
Even my skin is acting weird
I wish that I could grow a beard
Then I could cover up my spots
not play connect the dots
I just wanna disappear
Up--up--up--
Can only go up from here
Up--up--up--Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up--up--up--
There's no way but up from here
Even something as simple as
Forgettin' to fill up on gas
There ain't no explanation why--
things like that can make you cry
Just gotta learn to have a laugh
When everything is goin' wrong
Don't worry, it won't last for long
Yeah, it's all gonna come around
Don't go let it get you down
You gotta keep on holding on
It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing want to go my way--
yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily"