Strong
Ok well last night Mike told me he still had feeling for me! I first told him to fuck off! Then I talked to him because yes i still have some feelings for him but he hurt me so bad! I told him that i thought he was just trying to make everyone happy and in the process he was just hurting everyone including himself. I told him he needed to get over the girl back home then think about what her really wants before he opens his big mouth! I told him he hurt me so bad and that I didn't think we could ever be together again. I asked him what he had expected me to say when he told me he liked me. He said the usual "I don't know" and thats about all he said. I asked him how if he never got oover me how he could ever be with Amanda he once again said "I don't know." That dumbass..... then he had to leave for curfew and he asked if he could call my cell, we talk some more I told him I could never trust him, he said if that was true we couldn't be friends. I told him I was goin to trust him totatlly until he proved to me that I couldn't and we would see what would happen after he talked to Shara. For once in my life I told someone exactly what I wanted to say and everything that I needed to say, I had no regrets and nothing I left out. It felt so good, I think I can finally be happy with myself for once. It feels so good, to finally be strong.