Jan 25, 2007 18:40
im slowly losing myself. they stare and watch my every move. i can feel their eyes, crawling all over my skin. i want to just yell. shake it all off and somehow disappear. i nod and say im okay. i shove back the tears and force a grin across my face. im living with it. im coping. what more do they want me to do. i will never wake up happy to see my reflection staring back at me. i have accepted it. why the hell cant they.