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i wish it didn't just take me 5 minutes to get to this page in order to throw everything that is rushing out of my head onto a screen in front of me so i can read it over and over again and feel sorry for myself.
i wish things weren't the way they were.
i wish the world worked differently and things never happened the way they do now.
i wish that i could change who i am and not want constant attention.
i wish i could be the person in my dreams. and be with the people in my dreams.
i wish i didnt have to click the left side of my mouse every 20 seconds in hopes of one tiny change of a computer screen,
or press that little silver button on the left side of my phone to illuminate a screen that rarely changes as well.
i wish every time this computer screen refreshed i wouldnt have to see "did britney come out of the closet?" because i am getting quite sick of it.
i wish that people would listen and i would speak.
i wish that i would never be cold and never get hives
i wish that i would work all day alone in the basement and never smell like rubber gloves, cleaning solution, get dry hands from handling too much paper, or have rusty knees due to the running around.
i wish i could live with a million cats and love them all.
i wish that i could have a comfortable bed and a window that, when i looked out of it, always showed different scenery
i wish that the stars and the moon were always in sight.
i wish that i wasn't so selfish.
i wish that my mom could always be happy
i wish that my brother will grow up
i wish that i could speed up this process and live in a new home away from all this.
i wish that you will be happy wherever life takes you.
i wish that nobody will judge this and nobody will read it. except for me.
i got one wish from one left click out of 5 made during the time i took to write this
but this list didn't really matter anyway.
it's simply a conversation between me and myself.
i wish things weren't the way they were.
i wish the world worked differently and things never happened the way they do now.
i wish that i could change who i am and not want constant attention.
i wish i could be the person in my dreams. and be with the people in my dreams.
i wish i didnt have to click the left side of my mouse every 20 seconds in hopes of one tiny change of a computer screen,
or press that little silver button on the left side of my phone to illuminate a screen that rarely changes as well.
i wish every time this computer screen refreshed i wouldnt have to see "did britney come out of the closet?" because i am getting quite sick of it.
i wish that people would listen and i would speak.
i wish that i would never be cold and never get hives
i wish that i would work all day alone in the basement and never smell like rubber gloves, cleaning solution, get dry hands from handling too much paper, or have rusty knees due to the running around.
i wish i could live with a million cats and love them all.
i wish that i could have a comfortable bed and a window that, when i looked out of it, always showed different scenery
i wish that the stars and the moon were always in sight.
i wish that i wasn't so selfish.
i wish that my mom could always be happy
i wish that my brother will grow up
i wish that i could speed up this process and live in a new home away from all this.
i wish that you will be happy wherever life takes you.
i wish that nobody will judge this and nobody will read it. except for me.
i got one wish from one left click out of 5 made during the time i took to write this
but this list didn't really matter anyway.
it's simply a conversation between me and myself.