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[jillbill198]

from giddy
down low.
ive needed to do this for so long
and held back
keep positive
dont give up.
sometimes i need to go
with what i think.
andnow
is one of those times.

[how many of these?
in one day.
i seriously cant even take myself anymore.
i cant take the annoying scratching noises
and the thought
of someone lost
helpless
above me.
and i cant do anything to save them.
7:00
and im obsessed with time.
so ill turn up the music
give up on everything else
because i deserve to give up.
goodnight
and good luck.]