LIFE
so i'm starting to come to terms with mollys death. i think in general i deal with death better than alot of other people. i know many people are asking "why did this have to happen? molly never did anything to deserve this." and the answer is, that there is no answer. in this lifetime at least, no one will ever have an answer to why something like this had to happen. thats why life is the way it is, because as horrible as it is, things like this happen, all the time. the world keeps turning, and life goes on, and all a person can do is know that everything happens for a reason, and try and remember the happier times. i know that molly is happy, and that she's ok, wherever she is. because even though mollys heart might not be beating anymore, her soul lives on. i see it every day. shes with us when we listen to her favorite band, sublime. shes with us every time we smoke a bowl. shes with me when i drive by that giant field of sunflowers everyday and think, 'wow, thats really beautiful.' shes everywhere, really. her memory and her soul live on, through all of us. and i am so grateful that i was blessed with her friendship. because of her, my life was a little more fun, and it had a little more joy in it. we were always laughing, at anything. so molly, i will always love you, and know that you will never be forgotten. and i know we'll meet again sweetie.