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I saw you tonight and it didn't really bother me as much as one would think. I mean if I think about it I'm still a bit mad but not so much. I just really wish he never would have said anything because whether he realizes it or not, he fucked me up for a long time.
meanwhile I have these stupid feelings for Derrick that won't go away but I kind of don't want them to. its weird.
I just want to stop having one sided feelings for people and finally get something in return.
hello 2010, I'm still complaining about the same stuff.
-jillian
meanwhile I have these stupid feelings for Derrick that won't go away but I kind of don't want them to. its weird.
I just want to stop having one sided feelings for people and finally get something in return.
hello 2010, I'm still complaining about the same stuff.
-jillian