Nov 17, 2009 01:23
I mean in theory id have a total crush on him. But I don't. And I think its maybe too soon or I'm just trying to focus my bored energy onto him or maybe I feel bad. I just don't know. But I do know that ive seen this so many times. He's great. He's funny. He quotes. He's cute. He's so nice it kills me. He's a hopeless romantic. Any girl would be dumb to not try that. He's genuine.and that's the hardest thing to find in a boy these days.
i guess I'm mostly writing about this now because it's something I want that's not happening to me. And that's the story of my entire goddamned life.
I seem a bit more bothered about this written out than I actually am...
-jillian