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I don't miss him because of how he made me feel in the end but I really miss that feeling of having someone to talk to all the time who undersrands me and talks me out of being self destructive and having like total meltdowns and tells me how amazing I am.
I know its really needy and girly to want the opposite sex to show you attention but I just want that right now.
I'm also on my period so this feeling will pass soon enough.
Now 20 years old. Still never kissed anyone or been in a relationship. I'm not even like a total downer, I just don't think its ever going to happen.
ps I'm fucking weird.
-jillian
I know its really needy and girly to want the opposite sex to show you attention but I just want that right now.
I'm also on my period so this feeling will pass soon enough.
Now 20 years old. Still never kissed anyone or been in a relationship. I'm not even like a total downer, I just don't think its ever going to happen.
ps I'm fucking weird.
-jillian