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Its really funny how you can be incredibly smitten by someone and then all of a sudden not be.
I don't know. But just the way he was acting yesterday annoyed me to no end. I felt like he wasn't having fun so why did he even come?
I think were just too much alike. When he gets upset he acts exactly like I do. When he feels left out he acts exactly like I do. And omg is that annoying! How do people put up with me?
but anyway, the point of this entry was to say that I'm actually glad we didn't date. Because if we can't act nice to eachother in person as friends how could we ever have dated? All we do is bicker and whether its actually argumentative or in jest we never just have chill conversations in person. I think its just cuz we really are too similar. I say something and he has something to counter it. He gets defensive and acts the same way I do.
And I can't handle that. I need to be with someone that can mellow me out and handle my shit. Not someone that is me.
But yeah. That's how I'm feeling now. He hasn't texted me today and I haven't texted him. And I'm not going to. I don't feel like talking to him now. If he wants to talk. I'll let him make the first move.
-jillian
I don't know. But just the way he was acting yesterday annoyed me to no end. I felt like he wasn't having fun so why did he even come?
I think were just too much alike. When he gets upset he acts exactly like I do. When he feels left out he acts exactly like I do. And omg is that annoying! How do people put up with me?
but anyway, the point of this entry was to say that I'm actually glad we didn't date. Because if we can't act nice to eachother in person as friends how could we ever have dated? All we do is bicker and whether its actually argumentative or in jest we never just have chill conversations in person. I think its just cuz we really are too similar. I say something and he has something to counter it. He gets defensive and acts the same way I do.
And I can't handle that. I need to be with someone that can mellow me out and handle my shit. Not someone that is me.
But yeah. That's how I'm feeling now. He hasn't texted me today and I haven't texted him. And I'm not going to. I don't feel like talking to him now. If he wants to talk. I'll let him make the first move.
-jillian