there are days every now and again i pretend i'm ok
i need to vent. i never do anymore. i just need to complain to no one imparticular, so no one can tell me i am wrong,, or even right. well not while i'm venting atleast. no interruptions.
so it's happening, just as i expected. although it is much more soon then i thought it would be. i hate suprises, well ones like this atleast. my prediction wasn't perfect, but it was quite close. and not everything has totally unraveled yet. so i have to find someone...
i don't even know what i wanna say. but i know there is so much on my mind!
i pretty much hate high school. the work. the people. everything. it is so dumb. i think im ready to grow up. maybe then things won't be so dramatic.
and just think.. i have a whole other year left and this one is barely started!
do you ever feel that you dont fit in anywhere? like you dont belong? like all of a sudden your world just changed and now, you don't fit into it? everyone else has someone and each other, but you are left with nothing.
fuck.
so it's happening, just as i expected. although it is much more soon then i thought it would be. i hate suprises, well ones like this atleast. my prediction wasn't perfect, but it was quite close. and not everything has totally unraveled yet. so i have to find someone...
i don't even know what i wanna say. but i know there is so much on my mind!
i pretty much hate high school. the work. the people. everything. it is so dumb. i think im ready to grow up. maybe then things won't be so dramatic.
and just think.. i have a whole other year left and this one is barely started!
do you ever feel that you dont fit in anywhere? like you dont belong? like all of a sudden your world just changed and now, you don't fit into it? everyone else has someone and each other, but you are left with nothing.
fuck.