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I get moody around people that project an image of knowing it all. It bothers me and gets me on the defensive, because I know for a damn fact, that you don't know it all. Eat your words and swallow your shitty attitude. Know one knows it all. Relax a bit, you never will either. Uptight people stress me out. I usually see these two grouped together, it sucks and bothers me on the whole.
If you take any sort of offense to the above, maybe you should take some time and reflect on who you are and where you're going. Happiness is rather important in life. Not perfection. You don't need to be perfect to be happy.
Last night Greer rocked my socks when she said something with the basic meaning of: You have to be comfortable with yourself before you can enter a relationship. You have to be secure with yourself. It''s so true.
People don't enjoy dishing out compliments when you never accept them and will most likely get sick of dealing with issues of insecurities in the relationship. I avoid any and all relationships that would cause me to be insecure in any way. Therefore: If I have ANY feeling that I'd be cheated on in the relationship, stop trying. Once I feel this way about someone, not going to date them, ever. I never lose that feeling, or at least the memory of the feeling. If I think you look at me funny, won't ever date you. If I feel that in comparison you're smaller than me, probably won't date you. I can't take dating anyone else who's lighter than me. I want someone bigger than me, height and weight wise. Yep, I'd prefer pudge to bones. Also, do you know what it's like to have a guys hip bones thrusting into your legs repetitively? It fucking hurts.
I don't have too much time to date right now anyway. None-the-less, these are my feelings on it. Thought I had to get it out there.
Mmmmm, I think this sounds fun and angry. ^.^
On a not so "this is how I feel" deal, I'm probably getting the job in Vermont at the camp. So Amber and I will be in Vermont for the summer! Yey! Time for a shower then class. Good day!
If you take any sort of offense to the above, maybe you should take some time and reflect on who you are and where you're going. Happiness is rather important in life. Not perfection. You don't need to be perfect to be happy.
Last night Greer rocked my socks when she said something with the basic meaning of: You have to be comfortable with yourself before you can enter a relationship. You have to be secure with yourself. It''s so true.
People don't enjoy dishing out compliments when you never accept them and will most likely get sick of dealing with issues of insecurities in the relationship. I avoid any and all relationships that would cause me to be insecure in any way. Therefore: If I have ANY feeling that I'd be cheated on in the relationship, stop trying. Once I feel this way about someone, not going to date them, ever. I never lose that feeling, or at least the memory of the feeling. If I think you look at me funny, won't ever date you. If I feel that in comparison you're smaller than me, probably won't date you. I can't take dating anyone else who's lighter than me. I want someone bigger than me, height and weight wise. Yep, I'd prefer pudge to bones. Also, do you know what it's like to have a guys hip bones thrusting into your legs repetitively? It fucking hurts.
I don't have too much time to date right now anyway. None-the-less, these are my feelings on it. Thought I had to get it out there.
Mmmmm, I think this sounds fun and angry. ^.^
On a not so "this is how I feel" deal, I'm probably getting the job in Vermont at the camp. So Amber and I will be in Vermont for the summer! Yey! Time for a shower then class. Good day!