Jan 16, 2007 22:17
I am fat. This is not acceptable because I am an actress, and people that want to persue acting professionally/seriously can not be fat. I want to lose at least 25 pounds before my Disney Audition in August. I am starting a hardcore workout regimen this semester, but I always eat unhealthily, and I'm not sure how I can change this, since I never go to Garlock and eat regular meals at regular times. Grrr.
I have been writing lyrics to songs a lot lately, just figuring out the melody is the hard part, since my piano skills are limited. One song is called 'She'll Never Be Me'. For those of you who don't write songs, I highly recommend it, it's very therapudic.
Today I spent TWO HOURS scraping ice off of my car. And at one point during my scraping, I noticed a huge piece of ice in the shape of the state of Florida. NO JOKE. It was cruel.
Martin Luther was a trip. Much of his writing is very contradictory and redundant, but I like his essay entitled, 'Freedom of the Christian'. Just the irony in the title is amusing. See, as Christians, we have freedom in Christ, but most of the world doesn't see us as free. They see us as a people under the oppression of many silly rules that we always fail in trying to fulfill. Interesting, indeed.
ROAD TRIP TO LAKE GEORGE THIS WEEKEND WITH CARRIE AND RYAN TO VISIT STEPH AND JOY!!!! Most of it is wedding business, though...which I'm slightly apprehensive about. I'm clueless about being a bridesmaid, but Steph has assured me that I will no doubt excel at my wedding party obligations. I still can't believe that my best friend is getting married. It seems so weird sometimes, because it's STEPH, and last year at this time we were both talking about how much marriage terrifies us, and how we're so independent and blah blah...and now it's just me that feels that way, hahah.
OK, I need to go be productive, or something. This is a lengthy post, congrats if you made it through! Hope everyone is well!