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School on Wednesday like whoa...
Well, I was going to go to sleep at like 6:30. lol. That didn't work out. I had to seperate the bunnies, and Thumper is a little sick, so no sleep for me. I watched America's Funniest Home Videos with Erin. Yay! I wonder if Amy's home yet...
Anywho, cookouts tomorrow [technically today]! There's the family one, that I can't get to, so scratch that off the list. I'll be going to Laurie's house at 12 for their cookout. =] And, no church...I don't have to get up early. Woo! lol. I probably will anyway, just to get used to it.
Other nonsense...
They all tend to say that he was my biggest mistake, yet I don't regret any of it. People see things the way they want to, and that's okay. They can have opinions too, but seriously, keep it to yourself. I don't want to hear about how stupid that was of me; I didn't find it stupid at all. He was actually nice, as some people know. [Chances are, Susan is the only one who will understand what I'm talking about right here, so don't bother trying to figure it out.]
I know what I want, for the most part. And I suppose this would be it:
A boy, but not just any boy. A boy who is perfect by my rules, not everyone else's. He would be something like this: A boy I can be myself with. Someone I can talk to about anything. Who wont laugh at my questions, but someone who will answer them. They don’t have to be this amazingly hott guy. Just someone I find attractive. That may not be totally based on looks, but on personality, and all that good stuff. Someone I can be comfortable with, and someone who is comfortable with me. A boy who can actually say what he’s thinking, and he wont lie. Ever. I want someone who will write me poems, sing me songs (sing me to sleep), and they will have to be willing to stay up all night with me, even if it’s just to talk. Someone who would buy me a star if I wanted one. (My 4th grade teacher’s husband bought her a star on her birthday and aww it was sooooo cute!) Someone who would watch the sunset/sunrise with me at the lake. Somebody I can trust with any and all secrets. A boy I could call at 4:30 in the morning, just to sit on the phone. Someone who can and will make the ghosts go away. Someone who would throw rocks at my window just so I could go outside and give him a hug. Someone who will sit at the river with me, even if it’s at night. Someone who will look at the stars with me. Someone who would let me paint his nails. ALL of his nails, just because I’m bored. Someone that isn’t going to try to buy me. I want someone I can introduce to my mom and sister and family without having to worry about him saying the wrong thing. Basically, he’s someone cool by my definition of cool, cute by my definition of cute (which doesn’t necessarily mean by looks), and nice by my definition of nice.
I guess that's all I have to say for now...
Well, I was going to go to sleep at like 6:30. lol. That didn't work out. I had to seperate the bunnies, and Thumper is a little sick, so no sleep for me. I watched America's Funniest Home Videos with Erin. Yay! I wonder if Amy's home yet...
Anywho, cookouts tomorrow [technically today]! There's the family one, that I can't get to, so scratch that off the list. I'll be going to Laurie's house at 12 for their cookout. =] And, no church...I don't have to get up early. Woo! lol. I probably will anyway, just to get used to it.
Other nonsense...
They all tend to say that he was my biggest mistake, yet I don't regret any of it. People see things the way they want to, and that's okay. They can have opinions too, but seriously, keep it to yourself. I don't want to hear about how stupid that was of me; I didn't find it stupid at all. He was actually nice, as some people know. [Chances are, Susan is the only one who will understand what I'm talking about right here, so don't bother trying to figure it out.]
I know what I want, for the most part. And I suppose this would be it:
A boy, but not just any boy. A boy who is perfect by my rules, not everyone else's. He would be something like this: A boy I can be myself with. Someone I can talk to about anything. Who wont laugh at my questions, but someone who will answer them. They don’t have to be this amazingly hott guy. Just someone I find attractive. That may not be totally based on looks, but on personality, and all that good stuff. Someone I can be comfortable with, and someone who is comfortable with me. A boy who can actually say what he’s thinking, and he wont lie. Ever. I want someone who will write me poems, sing me songs (sing me to sleep), and they will have to be willing to stay up all night with me, even if it’s just to talk. Someone who would buy me a star if I wanted one. (My 4th grade teacher’s husband bought her a star on her birthday and aww it was sooooo cute!) Someone who would watch the sunset/sunrise with me at the lake. Somebody I can trust with any and all secrets. A boy I could call at 4:30 in the morning, just to sit on the phone. Someone who can and will make the ghosts go away. Someone who would throw rocks at my window just so I could go outside and give him a hug. Someone who will sit at the river with me, even if it’s at night. Someone who will look at the stars with me. Someone who would let me paint his nails. ALL of his nails, just because I’m bored. Someone that isn’t going to try to buy me. I want someone I can introduce to my mom and sister and family without having to worry about him saying the wrong thing. Basically, he’s someone cool by my definition of cool, cute by my definition of cute (which doesn’t necessarily mean by looks), and nice by my definition of nice.
I guess that's all I have to say for now...