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there's this kid. and i like him a lot. and i don't think he realizes just how much..problem? well, for one thing, my friend likes him and he kinda likes her. she never told me that she did but i've heard it. the other thing..me. i don't know what it is. i mean, i know i like him, but i kinda question how much he likes me. it's probably that questioning that scares me. i'm afraid to go out with him cuz well, i'm afraid of questioning how much he likes me when we go out and i don't want that to happen. AND i'm obviously somewhat afraid of being broken up with. i just don't think he totally trusts me yet..and i really wish he did. we had talked about going out but i'm just so cool that i messed it up. go me. =/ what else is new. i liked the way we were. a lot. i want us to be like that again. not this second..but it could happen. i pretty much wish i wasn't afraid to go out with him. maybe i don't totally trust him either..i'm not sure. he gets me confused. i normally don't get this confused, and i get confused a lot. it's weird. like..i do wanna go out with him. really bad actually. but i'm too scared to do anything about it right now. i'd rather hang out more first. then let it go from there..i'd be better off that way i guess. but i never know what i'm thinking and every time i say something, i say it wrong and mess things up..that's why i don't bother saying anything about it. i had more to say; i know it..but i don't remember it. =/
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there's this kid. and i like him a lot. and i don't think he realizes just how much..problem? well, for one thing, my friend likes him and he kinda likes her. she never told me that she did but i've heard it. the other thing..me. i don't know what it is. i mean, i know i like him, but i kinda question how much he likes me. it's probably that questioning that scares me. i'm afraid to go out with him cuz well, i'm afraid of questioning how much he likes me when we go out and i don't want that to happen. AND i'm obviously somewhat afraid of being broken up with. i just don't think he totally trusts me yet..and i really wish he did. we had talked about going out but i'm just so cool that i messed it up. go me. =/ what else is new. i liked the way we were. a lot. i want us to be like that again. not this second..but it could happen. i pretty much wish i wasn't afraid to go out with him. maybe i don't totally trust him either..i'm not sure. he gets me confused. i normally don't get this confused, and i get confused a lot. it's weird. like..i do wanna go out with him. really bad actually. but i'm too scared to do anything about it right now. i'd rather hang out more first. then let it go from there..i'd be better off that way i guess. but i never know what i'm thinking and every time i say something, i say it wrong and mess things up..that's why i don't bother saying anything about it. i had more to say; i know it..but i don't remember it. =/
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