Even though...
I have spent the last few days talking with various organizations concerning the continuing harassment, telling them about the emails. And I did remove the mail client from my computer, so even if I'm being sent emails, I don't have to see them anymore.
They all told me the same thing...
I need to get a restraining order in place.
I really have no other choice, I kept asking to be left alone but it fell on deaf ears. No matter how much I tell myself otherwise, everyone tells me this is the right thing to do. It just seems like I would be playing the exact same mean spirited game that's been played on me. Plus the fact that it could blow up in my face and I could be retaliated against. Which is probably just fear taking over, but there is some truth to it because I've witnessed the cruelty and vindictiveness first hand that has been flung my way this past year.
Edit: I should add that the last 2 days I've had "invisible" guests check my journal 20 times, which is more hits than I've had in the last month.
I'm beyond scared at this point for I fear for my life...
They all told me the same thing...
I need to get a restraining order in place.
I really have no other choice, I kept asking to be left alone but it fell on deaf ears. No matter how much I tell myself otherwise, everyone tells me this is the right thing to do. It just seems like I would be playing the exact same mean spirited game that's been played on me. Plus the fact that it could blow up in my face and I could be retaliated against. Which is probably just fear taking over, but there is some truth to it because I've witnessed the cruelty and vindictiveness first hand that has been flung my way this past year.
Edit: I should add that the last 2 days I've had "invisible" guests check my journal 20 times, which is more hits than I've had in the last month.
I'm beyond scared at this point for I fear for my life...