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sometimes when i'm just sitting around thinking, i feel like i have to decide between giving myself a lobotomy or disemboweling everyone around me.
i think i'm having my once-every-three-month crisis. there should be re-hab for this. for just dealing with shit non-stop. i know why i read so much. you just forget the stupid shit. movies too - unless its that BAD jerry garcia documentary. i make new friends on a rolling basis. i've been losing them quicker than usual.
my general dislike for mankind is getting progressively worse. my irrational anger became noticable to people who barely know me. i don't try to be empathetic, reasonable or even nice anymore. my zodiac sign fits me perfectly.
i need an obsession. i'm too iffy about everything. i go back and forth. obsessions seem to stick more. i need one of those. cross knitting of my list of options. that lasted two days. (want three things of pink and white yarn?)
i think i'm having my once-every-three-month crisis. there should be re-hab for this. for just dealing with shit non-stop. i know why i read so much. you just forget the stupid shit. movies too - unless its that BAD jerry garcia documentary. i make new friends on a rolling basis. i've been losing them quicker than usual.
my general dislike for mankind is getting progressively worse. my irrational anger became noticable to people who barely know me. i don't try to be empathetic, reasonable or even nice anymore. my zodiac sign fits me perfectly.
i need an obsession. i'm too iffy about everything. i go back and forth. obsessions seem to stick more. i need one of those. cross knitting of my list of options. that lasted two days. (want three things of pink and white yarn?)