"We are in a mess, a Danger Zone. What will happen next? You never know..."
I'm on the computer at work right now. I'm avoiding tutoring. Bah... not that there are many people in here right now. I'll get busier at the end of the week, because everyone waits until the last minute to start studying for finals.
Points:
- Contacting Me: My cell phone is stupid lately. I don't receive phone calls half the time... and then the other half, I have horrible reception. It might have something to do with the Cingular/AT&T merger, but I don't know. I put up with it for awhile, but now it's starting to get annoying. So, if you ever can't get through to me... that's probably why. Just keep trying. I've been finding out that I've been missing a lot of phone calls.
- School/Work: The semester is coming to a close. That means there's a lot to do in the next week and a half. Sigh. Also... that means that I won't be working for about a month. (Might be time to find a holiday job?) Also, also... that means that I have some decisions that I need to make about school. Oh, money, money... why am I not just rich?... or have parents that support me financially?
- Secret Santa: I went a little overboard on my Secret Santa gifts. I really just can't help myself. Even when I don't know the person, I like challenging myself to be creative, and find out more about them... and still make it good. I tried. I hope it works out well.
- Random Nebulousness: Oh, Karma... why must you mock me so? I told myself that it was too messed up to be possible. I should have known better. In the grand tradition of my life, irony has struck again with a bitch slap across my face. Sigh...
- More Random Nebulousness: I should know better by now. Karma gave me the biggest bitch slap of all this summer. Have I learned anything since then? Of course not.
- En Francais: Comment ma vie est devenue un tel desordre? Il n'a jamais ete suppose pour etre cette facon? Comment suis-je devenu "ce" type de fille? Comment cette fin?
- Music: Oh... Gwen Stefani. Her new CD has been playing in my head since last Thursday. Fabulous.
"...I can't imagine how hard it must be to be you, adopting all your history -- it's hard being me too. Are your secrets where you left them? 'Cause now your ghosts are mine as well. I think it's time I met them, and I think it's time you tell. And you should have told me when you met me all these things I should know. And I should have asked, we should have talked about this so long ago. It's not fair, it's not fair, and don't leave me here. Oh, how's this happening to me? It feels so lonely here. We are in a mess, a Danger Zone. What will happen next? You never know. We are in a mess, a Danger Zone. What will happen next? You never know. Now we share the closet, now you've let me come inside. And now you're finally undressing, and I feel like I might die. The damage is infectious, the confession is too late. And how can I accept this? How is this happening to me? It's not fair, it's not fair, and don't leave me here. How's this happening to me? It feels so lonely here. We are in a mess, a Danger Zone. What will happen next? You never know. We are in a mess, a Danger Zone. What will happen next? You never know. All your secrets, all your lies, all of it. We are in a mess, a Danger Zone. What will happen next? You never know. We are in a mess, a Danger Zone. What will happen next? You never know..."
--- Gwen Stefani ---