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Mar 11, 2008 19:13

I was talking with a friend of mine a while ago.

I asked her if JTA was worth it.

Somehow, I've lost myself and finding it hard to pick up my books and read. It is not as if anything has really changed. I, for one, admit that I never really do take my studies seriously. I mean, I think I'm the only person who adapted the philosophy of doing minimal effort but at the same time getting maximum yield. Was 5 months in Korea worth the intense workload in such a rushed semester? Were the lower grades I recieved last semester and perhaps this semester be worth the sacrifice? I find it hard to say yes.

Given the same question, my friend answered a quick yes. No if's or but's. I didn't really need to ask her for what makes her say that since she really still shows her love for the place she visited. I know how much she wants to return to her JTA destination. I know... I just do. After all, what are friends for?

I realized that the reason I was feeling all blue was that I really miss Korea. In my 5 months stay there, I was independent. Yes, I did not like all the people I were with there but somehow Korea made everything better. Normally, I would have killed them off by the second month. Haha! JTA had surely showed me what it means to be out of my element but somehow everything turned for the better. Being reminded of the very reason I am where I am now makes it all worth it. I did love my experience in JTA. Forgetting the reason sort of makes me feel disgusted of myself.

Thank goodness for Spot Sessions. Emotionally uplifting.

Theology report today was a blast. We did all we needed to do. It was not close to perfect but we're satisfied. Anyway, Heidee was the only person missing. Heidee, most likely, when you read this, magaling ka na. Today's presentation was for you! Hehe! Anyway, get well soon, dear!
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